THE BASS IS OUR CIRCUS

OLIVE YOU!

2010-09-18T08:40:00.003+08:00

Hey it's been awhile since i last update. Well, i have a lot to update. But this update/post will be dedidcated to a special someone. The stranger who sat infront of me at Burger King on National Day. :) When we got to know each other all we ever did was argue and i didnt think we would work out. But she took time to understand me, sacificed for me. No girl ever did. Not once was she angry with me. Like on my birthday was suppose to spend time with her instead i made her waited for 3hours, when i finally reach she wasn't even angry all she did was smile to me. Some or most girls couldnt even wait for half an hour. The way she hold me, makes me special and important to her the way she hold like the one that says "ill never let you go and always be with you". The way she lays her head on my shoulder and we watched time goes by seems so perfect. She always happy no matter what, so whenever im around her, ill feel her happiness as well. She makes me happy even on the phone she'll know through my voice if im happy or sad. Her hugs are so warm that for a moment it seems that nothing else matter to me. Just to live the moment. She is different from all the other girls i ever met. The crazy, innocent, sweet and patience girl. Her love is so great that im moved. I'm so glad i found you. Now every morning you're the first thing i think about and every night before i go to bed you'll be the last. I miss you every single time my heart beats. When im with you my heart beats faster cause i know at the end of the day, ill have to let you go. So my heart makes me miss you even more when im with you so i can treasure every moment with you. Everyone says you're the nice and kind-hearted just the one for me to hold me in place when everything is breaking down for me. She bothered to pick up the broken bits of my heart and fix them up to fill in with her love and care. No words can describe this happiness i have being with you. Thank you, olive you!

BESTFRIEND I MISS YOU! :(

2010-08-26T13:21:00.004+08:00

I miss you. :(

Hello!

okay it's fast for me to update again but yeah im doing it for my bestfriend.

She angry and upset with me. Im sorry. I know it's my fault, you have every right to be angry and mad at me. I apologise from the bottom of my heart. You were there during my ups and downs. You were there to comfort and console me. I appericate that. When i was down and out you would be the person i would be looking for. You know me and understand me well like no one else does. The one person who knows how to cheer me up and throw my problems away. My birthday is in 17days i want you to be there. Like last year, i expected you to be the first person to wished me when the clock strike 12 but you didn't instead you wished me on the time i was born and made a birthday video for me. When i said those harsh things, you knew it was not me, i've shouldnt vent my anger at you but instead be more understanding. I've changed and now i've regret. It hurts to know you're there but you're ignoring me. It's been four days now, im feeling miserable without you here like a part of me just blacked out. You were that part of me. You'll always be my number 1 girl. I would do anything and everything just to make everything alright again. Just to see that smile on your bubbly face again. I won't repeat the same mistake, you know me, ill always keep my promises. I don't know what else to do but just keep apologsing till you forgive me. I miss texting, hanging out, webcamming and chatting with you till the wee hours of the morning. Those were fun times, i know you still care if not you won't be angry with me. I know, i've learnt my lesson, i'll get rid of this harsh person of me for you and everyone else, cause when i'm pissed everyone will be pissed at me. Im sorry to everyone whom i made you all angry or probably ruined your day. I truely regretted my actions. I sincerely apologise.

Posted on 26 August 2010, 2.10pm.

HOW AM I? I ASKED MYSELF.

2010-08-20T08:22:00.011+08:00

Geylang with my wonderfull babes and guys.

National Day @ Marina

National Day Celebration @ CCK

Dania concert @ ECP

Movie Date/Birthday celebration with Diana and National Day Preview @ Marina with cousins

HEY!

Oh my, blogger has been dead for awhile. Since its like 8am in the morning and i can't sleep i shall give it an update. Well, this time, imma update a long post and loads of pictures. Recently, things have been ups and downs. Every single day i ask myself, "How am i?" Everyone has been caring and showering me with the love ever since the incident. Oh, i just love you guys. What a wonderful friends i have, thanks for being there for me. I appericate it loads and if you guys ever needed me, rest assured , ill be there for you as well. You people are like the sweetest people, i have met, getting me chocolates and setting aside time to spend with me to cheer me up. A special thanks to Joey, Maggie, Bayu, Keena, Atikah, Atiqqa, Shafiqah, Nazihah and to my three dearest people Azreen, Rafie and Renie. Also to everyone out there, thank you. I would be so lost without you guys. :) Everyone wants to see the old me again, the happy and cheerful one. I'll try. But recently i get so depressed and stress, i easily flare up. I've fallen into deep, im crawling to get out. At times, i just need my own space. I want to lie in the middle of a field full of greenary and just stare at the skies and watch the clouds go by. I want to dip my feets in too the wet sands and watch the waves hit me, let my problems be gone with the wind. I guessed if i asked myself the question, i would say im doing better, moving on, slowly picking up the broken pieces of my heart using my bare hands it's bleeding but i have to pick them somehow no matter how much it hurts. I just want to enjoy every moment and cherish what i have right now. Everything happened for a reason perhaps it was a crush to you and nothing more but yet it felt surreal to me. All those things you said to me i wondered if you meant them when you told me. But it all over now, i dont know why you were important to me. I guessed, ill let go of you, finger by finger like how i used to hold your hands. Then at my lowest point, someone came out of the blue, like god didnt like me being sad. This girl, the most patience girl i've met. She took time to understand how i feel. She knows at times, i'd think about you. When i look at her is like im looking at myself when i was happy and cheerful, always smiling. She the girl who hold her ice cream cone using two hands, the one rushed to me the moment she saw me and gave me a hug telling me she misses me. I just find that adorable. Every little things she do is just so adorable just like a little kid. Well, thats all i have about my life, Other than that its been pretty fun with all the happening things going on. I dont remember them but the pictures will do the best of the best explaination. I dont know when i'll update again but yeah i will somehow. And have a very happy fasting month to all the muslims out there, endure then we'll celebrate hari raya in no time. I want to make kuih and the brownie but too busy with work. Thats all people do take care. :)

Posted on 20 August 2010, 9.30am.

IM LOST WITHOUT YOU. :(

2010-07-23T21:22:00.004+08:00

Today was suppose to be a happy day for us. But it didnt happen that way.

This post is dedicated to her.

I dont want you to leave me. All i want it you. When you left me my whole just crumble down, its like my colours you painted have wear off. My sunshine has been taken away, my happiness is gone. When you told me that you're leaving, it was like so sudden my heart was in a state of shocked. I went into a state of confusion. All i want to do is make you come back. I know im with flaws no one is perfect, we all have to move on. Why not give us a chance, we both can be happy together theres no need to pretend. I never force nor want to stress you. When you said it was us to be this way, then be it. I'll just be contented to be with you. I'll wait no matter, what happens, we will be there for each other. I know at times i act immature but all i every wanted was your attention, i maybe clingy cause i cant get enough of you. When we started out four weeks ago, never once i was bored of you, all i wanted was to see you every single opportunity i get. Every single day, you're the one who makes me smile, who gave me the butterflies in my stomach everytime we are about to meet. I rushed down after you told me that, cause i wanted to see you. I kept waiting but never got to meet you. I went back with a heavy heart. Then i thought i saw someone looking like you i ran across the field just to found out it was not you. I sat at the library, looking at our pictures and old text messages. We were happy, why did you have to end the happiness? I sat in the library, tried to control myself but the tears just drop by themselves. I was like a lost kid without its mother, i kept walking in circles. I've lost my sense of direction when i lost you. A dear friend came down, i went to marina, in the train i keep think about our train rides together, where we would take from woodlands, alight at city hall and to tanah merah. She just followed without saying a single word. At marina, I sat at the spot where we sat, the first time we held hands and shared hugs. Thinking how much i miss you, the times i spent with you. Tears just stream down, that was the first time i cried infront of a friend. She told me let it all out and just keep wiping my tears and said "You really love her". Went to marina square i traced back our steps, the first time we watched movie, Day and Knight, the tickets still in my wallet. Remember we went Burger king to have lunch, went to the helix bridge. Then i looked at my hands, it no longer have the milky smell of yours. All these things i just cant forget about it. I didnt want this to happen, can we be like before? I'll try to be everything and anything you want. For you, i know you're worth it. Even it just baby steps i'll take the chances. All i ever wanted was you and not to lose you. I wont make you upset, mad nor irritated anymore. All we need is just time. I just want you back. Please, baby i know you still love me. I'll love you like i always had.

I LOVE YOU MIRA.

Posted 23 July 2010, 10pm.

Just a little bit.

2010-07-19T16:52:00.005+08:00

Get this for me!
Or this, if not any nice nike highcut shoe. :)

This is the watch i got, but mine is sexy mexy black!

HEYY!

this blog is mine is dead. since im bored right now and loads on my mind i might as well write it down. hows everyone out there? hope you guys are doing fine. School for me has been fine, used to the long journey. There's nothing much in the school as i expected except the hotel at the level7, huge open carpet area, where people lepak and sleep. hahaha. If you give me a choice i rather go back to Clementi. I miss the nasi lemak uncle so hilarious, never fail to put a smile on people faces, the teh peng is the best. The teh peng at CCK can't fight uh. And also the closeness of the class at Clementi. Everyone was not so busy then, miss the outings, where we skipped lessons to go out basically anywhere. Now, everyone just busy with CCAs and stuffs. Everyday everyone just go to school to play games like a lan shop. And every single lesson of BEV i never fail to fall asleep cause its so dry. The teacher is teaching like just out of the book and at the end of the lesson just asked us to do tutorials. She dont make the lesson fun, no wonder most of my classmates like to skipped her lessons, like me i sit in her class also fall asleep. The other 3 modules are still managble but i can feel the pinch coming soon. Need to maintain my grades. Hoped i don't fail any during the exams or else i've to retake the modules.

Hows life? I guessed everything is pretty much the same. Some people come and go and i like to call the HI&BYE people but i can't force them to stay, it's their life, i know i've hurted them. While some decided to leave, while i had some coming in and perhaps i found someone special as well. She always makes me smile with her lameness. At times, i'd still think what happened in the past and ill feel sad instantly but then when i looked at my pictures with this special girl im with, i guessed i'am really happy, i guessed this is where i'll let go and finally able to move on. She made me stronger again, she filled my empty heart with colours and love, she held my hand urging me to move forward with her. Now, i've found you, im scared of losing you. But when the time is right, ill update abit more on her. Next month after national day is the begin of fasting month and hari raya is in SEPTEMBER! MY BIRTHDAY! Finally can enrol myself, but then my birthday is on the 3rd of hari raya and the start of my exams suck much? Well, since i got the adidas watch already by my dear friend, it's been strike off my birthday wish list. I just have 4 more things on the list, a red vans shoe, a nike high cut shoe, more money and HER! You know who you are. :D So i'll shall end my update here, i'll try update again soon for the time being be entertain by my TUMBLR! :D

Love is giving someone the power to break your heart but trusting them not to.

Posted on 19 July 2010, 5.52pm.

I'VE MOVED!

2010-07-01T13:43:00.003+08:00

Waddup?!

Alright, i wont be updating much on blogger now, i've moved to tumblr cause its way much fun there. Though i will be updating blog once in awhile cause this is where i keep my past and memories but mostly ill be active in tumblr then in here. So follow me! If you don't have you should make one like naonaonow! GO GO GO!

http://alifkuku.tumblr.com/

Peace! HAHAHA!

Posted on 1 July 2010, 1.48pm.

I DONT NEED THESE PRETTY FACES LIKE I NEED YOU.

2010-06-21T13:03:00.004+08:00

Waddup?

How have you guys been? Im fine, i guess. Seening my blog dead and lack of updates, i think im going to give it one. hahaha, been busy working ever since the start of the holidays. Im too tired by the time i get home to update cause almost every other night, i go slack at macs to have supper and watch world cup with Rafie. But i had some fun times like before i started working i went out with classmates to town. Went Paragon toy-r-us, and this lady thought i was a staff working there asked me, "How much is this skateboard?" I said, "Um, im not so sure." She said, "Can you help me check?" I replied, "Uh, sorry i dont work here." HAHAHA everyone just laugh. Had lunch at far east the same old spot. One by one the rest came down. So funny lor Bayu was upset when i got her a t-shirt. Everyone agreed you look beautiful, just afraid to show it off. Low self-esteem and no confidence eh? Well, ill only do good things, so when i said you look good means you really are. It was fun eh until erm was waiting for someone i think we waitied for like two hours. Sit and just chilled at ngee ann, watching some guy doing beat boxing. Then after that, i went off to meet my dear friend Dania, she was at esplande, went to fetch her home. Went to Marina Square, on the way bump into Azhar and Isyanto at BK. Been awhile since i last saw them. God miss the fun back in secondary school time. Always heading to Azhar house to play Halo and Guitar hero band. Fun times! And Timo came down. AH start kecohs! Timo tried talking to us in his "matrep". Matrep tak menjadi! HAHAHA everyone was laughing at him. I guess that was best day i ever had for awhile. I was purely happy on that day. And Dad another one, when i got home, he was asleep. So he didnt know i was home, he texted asking where i was. I text back, "Dad, im behind you." HAHAHA. Ah then i remembered the next morning wanted to have breakfast with Dania, she's tired i guess, so i bought the breakfast to her house. See, im sweet aint i? :D I was so tired, i fell asleep on the dinning table, after breakfast. -_- After that day, i've been working non-stop, only have one day per week. Suck much? Ah working life what to do? Just for the money. Someday, when i worked in the morning shift, ill go out to meet my dear kukhead Azreen. Ah that day, went to meet her with Rafie, had Pastamania and Ben & Jerry's. Shiok eh! This week, Wednesday movie with Azreen and ahem. HAHAHA! I want to watch Karate Kid! Have not watched yet. Then Thursday, i got to go to the new CCK campus! Meeting my classmates, miss them much! Perhaps after that want to celebrate that girl birthday, still havent treat her yet. Days without my classmates seems so dull. I cant wait till the start of school again in fact everyday i keep counting down to it. Oh yeah and my birthday, cant bloody wait! I want to enrol quickly! I want to pass and get my bike. Wait, i got not enough money, um.... perhaps dad will give me a loan. :D And my love life? Lets just let nature takes it course. If its meant to be, it will. I never gave up on you. You gave me up. So well, i guess if that makes you happy. :) Alright thats all for this update, i guess. Take care folks! Miss me! Thanks! :D

How many tears you let hit the floor? Just let me inside of your world there will be one less lonely girl.

Posted on 21 June 2010, 1.49pm.

I'M NOT AFRAID TO TAKE A STAND!

2010-06-06T13:14:00.003+08:00

wassup?!

next week is the last week of school till the holidays! shout hell yeah! last week at the old clementi campus and holla to the new chua chu kang campus! how's life? School been fine for me so far or so i think. Hoped i scored all A's for my CA! While everyone thinks im fine on the outside but no one undertand the feelings i have inside me cause i faked a smile. It hurt so much, its killing. It's getting way complicated than before. You took me for granted thinking i could take all of it. But i just can't its too much for me to handle. You made promises to me and yourself but are you keeping it? Yeah, words cant keep it real. I've tried ways and means to adapt to you but i just cant. I was being patience, hoping, hopefully you realised your mistakes but i guessed that made you think that i was fine with it. So when i can't take it anymore i just bombared you. I know it came down on you hard. But face it, its the truth, when your in the wrong, you never give in and it me always eating the humble pie. You said you're tired, try putting yourself in my shoes. If only you could that you made you realise what you did. Im not blaming you, but i just want to see an effort if not for me then for yourself. When you told me you loved me but you never show it. You said im doing lips service, what about you. Perhaps the way we show love to each other is not the way we both want. I said those things so that you feel it, i choose to be the bad guy to tell you the truth. I dont like lying to myself nor you, it aint easy faking a smile always. At times, i was happy just being with you and wished you stayed that way. I need to put my life back on track, the one where i was truely happy. Say whatever you want, cause you have the rights to. I have been through things that you never. I may seem heartless and you may say that i dont care about you but its for your own good. While you werent there when i needed you, whenever we argued, there was this girl who kept me strong, who told me not to give up on you. She was willing to give me up but she just kept waiting. No two person is the same but it those little things she did for me, she made me feel that im important to her, if only you were like her. Well thats all i got for the update, gotta get ready for work.

I'm not afraid to take a stand.

Posted on 6 June 2010, 1.48pm.

AKU PEACE!

2010-05-09T09:26:00.003+08:00

♥ Presenting Miss Azreen! HAHAHA

WADDUP?!

alright people has been bugging me to update. so here im giving you an update. This week has been pretty good i guess. Um alright let me recall on monday class ended at 12 so after that head for lunch at causeway with the dear classmates, slacked at woodlands at library to kill time as some needed to head back to school for cca. I skipped my dragon boat training. Seriously, i feel like quiting but i enjoy their sea training and i've sign up for student leader. HAHAHA. Well back, side tracked abit. So after that when everyone was gone, i stayed around at causeway to wait for my dear friend NURAZREEN. Meet up after like so long. Kecoh, story telling. And she said im darker already. As she was craving for macrooni, i treated her to Pizza Hut at Compass Point. Ouhk now im hungry, still thinking at those sweet and spicy chicken drumlets. AHHH! After dinner, we head our seperate ways - home. Meet up soon again! Miss ya boo! Then Tuesday, school ended at 5, the silly girl of mine wanted to look for floorball stick and shoes. So we headed to Tamp. Had dinner at Popeye! OMG all this update about food is making me hungry! like this HUNGRY! hahaha! um then sent her home. And then..... i dont remember anything about Wednesday. Thursday, the girls had floorball training so me and shad, slack at city vibe had dinner at LJS. Had the caljoun chicken or something. yum yum! omg food again! Im always hungry, i guessed. Walked around then sit at the bus stop waiting for the girls. While shad was busy playing games on my phone, i was busy fighting a war against a mosqito. And i won! Die you! When the girls are done with the training, headed home. And Adillah gets irrited whenever i speak english. HAHAHA! Yesterday, after school was damn funny. Me and Adilah headed to white sands to have dinner at macs and i wanted Cinnamon Meltz but they dont have :( omg i felt so dissapointed cause i didnt get to fulfil my craving. Then she wanted to go to the library to look for the recepies for BEV project. She was reading the books and talking to me but i fell asleep and she thought i was awake. So the whole time she was talking to herself. HAHAHA! I dont know why i was so damn tired last night. Came home and boom i crashed on my bed. Perhaps doing the POA assignments used up to much of my energy. :P Oh btw my room had its makeover. Its nicer and neater and i just dump a load of useless stuffs i didnt know i had. But one thing which was important, which my maid threw it away was my this month phone bill. -_- My room looks so much neater now. :D I want to watch Ironman2 and IPMan and i want to go swimming! Who wanna go with me?! Lets go! Alright it is Saturday today and i got no plans. Shall sit my ass on this chair and face the computer till someone beeps me up. Thats all folks stay tune. Love ya. Oh yeah before i forget, please please help my friend, she wants this iPod Touch so badly and the contest ends tomorrow at 6pm. Do support her by liking the picture to this link http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?pid=5762504&l=b756bb4b9d&id=502727714. Do spread the word, appericate it lots. Thank you! Tata for now!

If we ever meet again. :D

Posted on 15 May 2010, 2pm.

HOLD AND PAUSE!

2010-05-09T09:26:00.002+08:00

ALRIGHT!

Things are getting way out of hands, i need to get them back on track and clear things up. I only love one girl and one girl only. Not two. Love can't be force but i know who i love. We all are getting upset by my actions and i apologise. I would appericate it everyone just back off for a second. I need my breathing space. I know what im doing and is the best for me. My relationship with her are on the edge i need to pull it back. I dont want to lose her. She mean the world to me now. No matter what nothing is going to change that. To the girl whom i've hurt, im sorry to say that me and you are nothing more than friends or at most i treat you like my own sister. To the girl whom i love, im sorry that you have go through all these. I bet your asking yourself why can't we all just fall in love peacefully. Now i know the answer, cause love dosent come easy and if we can overcome this hiccup together like we use to do, nothing else is going to stop us. I know you get upset by my actions. You never come between us, it was because of love that i choose you. She knows me best, she'll get sad whenever she see my sad cause she dosent want me to be sad. When i'm with you, im never sad just i got things on my mind but i cherish the times i spent with you cause just by looking at you and your randomness just makes me forget my problems. Rest assured, i only love you and no one else. If people want to talk bad about us let them be. Beacuse whats wrong with falling in love? I have to love someone no matter what. They cant stop them from me loving you, cause its me, it's what i want not the crowd. I have feelings, im not a robot who takes orders from others. Im not a weakling, i have my own stand. I stand up for what i think is right. Falling in love with you was never a mistake, it was a blessing. The crowd dosent mean anything to me but you, you mean everything to me and for you ill do anything. But you avoiding me wont help solve the problem. I hope everyone is clear about this thing and after this i hope people would stop poking into other people business cause clearly it is none of your business unless your part of my friends. Only my friends know me best, if you dont know me then dont judge me. Judging me by actions is never right, you should see the person in me if you want to judge me. But before judging me try putting yourself in my own shoes and i guess you would do the same as me and reflect youself in the mirror before talking bad about others. Ask yourself are you even that good? Well, thats all i hope everything will be clear up after this and wishing all mothers out there a Happy Mother's Day!

P.S. I can't believe i wrote mum a card. :D

Posted on 9 May 2010, 10.08am.

Sorry.

2010-05-07T22:28:00.003+08:00

HELLO!

Past few days alot of things had happened. Some i didnt want it to happen but i guess it is unavoidable. I can be very happy at one moment and stress at the very next. But this post is for the girl who i've hurt. I'm truely sorry from the bottom of my heart. It wasnt my intention to hurt you or played with your feelings. And im not a jerk, i wont hurt someone then run away. I am a man and i'll take responsiblity of my own actions. Blame me and hate me i wont mind if that will make you feel better. But still i'll keep my promise i made to you. I'll never leave you, i'll care for you. Im a man of my own words. It must have hit you hard and rock bottom. I appericate the love you've given me. But other then apologising i don't know what else to do. If you do lose your memory like the doctor said, i would rather you forget me cause i don't want you to be heartbroken nor sad whenever you think of me. I'll feel really guilty when i upset someone cause it is not in my nature to make someone sad. You're not at fault, nothing is wrong with you, you were great. The more you said you're okay, the more guilty i feel. Don't shed your tears for me, im not your worth tears. I never regret making friends with you and Im sorry.

Posted on 7 May 2010,11.06pm.

THEY MAKE SCHOOL FUN!

2010-04-27T19:33:00.002+08:00

Love the picture above!

HEYHO PEOPLE!

I'm surprised that i have many silent readers! And why did'nt you guys tag sia?! HAHAHA! no need shy shy uh. Well, anyways i had my first ever dragon boat training! How was it? HARDCORE I TELL YOU! -_- That today i was so tired, random, crazy hyper mode and my body was aching all over. When im random hyper mode i like to say , "Fuck you fuck you fuck you.....!" to everyone, no offence it was just a joke. :D as I cant even stretch my arms straight. Anyways back to yesterday, as school ended at 12. Most of us head to Jurong Point to have our lunch ate KFC. Gosh, i mean ever since school started i've lost count on how many times i ate fastfood. Went window-shopping, i wanna get a new shoe! But nothing have really caught my eye yet. Oh well shall shop around for more. And i enjoy shopping, i love making myself look good ya know. HAHAHA! Guys also need to take care of their appearance. Shopped till around 4, took train back to clementi, then bus to dover for the training. Thanks JOEY for bringing the guys there. kudos to you, use my phone gps also can walk wrong way. Training was so tough. Omg, we all first timers also no leeway. Everyone was like scolding vugalrities, some wanted to faint, one even vomitted. The only thing i complete was the 2.4 run. The rest all i gave up half-way. The last part where we got penalty was to do 170 push ups. I did like 30 then i just lay flat or just stay in the same postion. One thing was when the coach saw me lay falt of the floor, he purposely said, "This is not badminton club, so dont relex!" I replied back " Yeah, this one like GREEN CLUB LA SIA!" HAHAHA! Then today, in the morning had to wake up cause these awesome classmates of mine wanna study/ do assigments at airport. So we did it at T2 macs, cause we were all in our formal uniform, it looked like we were having a business meeting. After that went to school for our class, had POA test which i hope i pass with flying colours. :D after that had CMB, did nothing but played games cause like half the class were gone for their GREEN CLUB meeting. See green club so relexing everyone want to join. But seriously, ever since i started school, i always wanted to go school if it was the weekends i hope the weekdays would come faster. Why? Cause of awesome class i have. I guessed we really bond really well. All we do together, go crazy together, laugh together, shop together, eat together. We are just like one big family and partly cause the class is awesome cause got me! Dont you agree SE? HAHAHA if not me the class clown there wont be much laughter. Alrights thats all for this post shall post up pictures now.

Everytime i try, i get tounge tied.

Posted on 27 April 2010, 8.30pm.

CONFUSE HEART AND MIND!

2010-04-23T20:07:00.005+08:00

HELLO!

wow, is been uber super long time since i update. Everyone has been asking me to update. Well, here im, updating you all my dear readers. Thank you for the support! HAHAHA!

School has been great so far. Im coping well for those concern yeah. :D. Basically, everyday after school, i always go out either to eat or lepak (chilling). Everythings fine except for the killer subject, the core module - PRINCIPLE OF ACCOUNTS! The first few units went well la cause its all basic of POA. When start doing T-accounts i went all blur blur! But manage to get it in the end. Oh and Monday had CCA fair and guessed what i joined? DRAGON BOAT! Get a good look at me cause i'll so be tan and perhaps abit muscular soon. HAHAHA! After that went to far east to have lunch with some classmates then went shopping. Tuesday, went back to town after school to celebrate someone advance birthday, hope you love the treats :). Wednesday, send that someone home, she always happy over the smallest things i did. Then met up with fie to eat my fave Sliced fish soup with rice! Thursday, i just went back home nothing to do so tired. and Today, was just filled with games during CMB and talks. After that went to airport with 2 classmates to have our dinner. =D HAHAHA! Then... Bah, there were certain things i didn't want it to turn out the way i wanted. In fact i had too much of it. Guys are only stress over two things and two things only money and girls. Mine is girls. Haiz, i didnt expect girls to fall for and love me. I don't want to break people hearts. I don't to be called a jerk. But please do understand, if they like me i can't stop them from doing so. Now, ill have to make a decision, which i dont know if it is even good for me. Im all confuse, i hate it when it comes to this situation. I dont like to do things against my will. I don't know how to cope. But i have to make a decision somehow, i dont want to them to have false hopes on me and so that they'll be able to move on and find other guys better than me. Guess thats all for this update! Stick around, ill try to update more often yeah.

I don't want to deceive you. I might just tear you apart. I'm only going to break your heart yet you love me.

Posted on 22 April 2010,9.30pm.

HOPEFULLY SOME DAY.

2010-03-01T12:18:00.005+08:00

This is for you and the best song to describe the way im feeling right now.

Hello, today is March already. Just realise time really fly by really fast. Wednesday shall report to school to register and i have no idea how to get there. Shall find my own ways like i always do. Saturday will be my foster brother engagament. This month will also be the last month before i stop working before school starts on 12 April. So ill only have like 1week to enjoy. Need to go shopping for clothes, shoes and i probably get a nice decent school bag as well. I know many have read my previous blog post and wondering who is the girl. Well, it's for me to know and for you to find out. Perhaps when the time is right, i'll let you all know. For now lets just keep it this way cause i going through so many things and those who knew already don't go around spilling the beans. People said that you'll end up with me eventually because i have sincere heart but i doubt cause i know you aren't over him but still i'll hold on to this glimer of hope. From the outside you looked strong on the inside i can see your holding back your tears. I kept wondering why is he worth your tears. Cause no guy is worth your tears and if he is, he won't make you cry. Isn't it unfair you aren't giving me a chance cause he hurt you and you afraid of getting hurt. All i asked is for a chance to prove myself to you and that i meant you well. I know i'll make you much more happier cause i can't bare to see sad at all. If in the end we don't end up together as love can't be forced as least i know you tried. I don't expect anything in return nor will blame you cause you're worth the effort that i'm trying. I'm here trying hard to win your heart over but your heart is stuck with him. You're like a snail whose afraid to come out of its shell. But when you decided to come out, i'll be there to hold you hand and won't let you go back into that shell of yours. The reason i'm waiting is i want him out of your heart before i enter so that you'll love me whole heartedly and hope that you'll realise that i'm sincere and serious about you.

I wonder what am i in your heart.

Posted on 1 March 2010,1pm.

I'LL WAIT FOR YOU :)

2010-02-25T01:08:00.003+08:00

Hello people! It's been surprising a long time since i last update i know no need to tell me. lol

gah sorry for making you keep visiting my blog and thought that i update it already. haha.

How's life? I hope everything is going smoothly for all of you. For me it's been a shitty start of the year. Hope that going to pass quickly. Kept myself busy work and if im not working im always out cause no one is even home sometimes. At times when i go to work, i don't even see my family around when i come back all of them are asleep. Well, at least i know they are safe. My two little sissy has been down with bad allergy and doctors are dumb-founded by what cause it. Tsk, doctors suppose to save lives but the don't even know whats wrong with my sisssy want to save life? And my appealment has been unsuccessful sucks much. Have to wake up early for school cause im in Clementi ITE, i'll be taking bussiness studies (adminstration). Wonder how am i going go through this all i know i want to do well just for this pathetic year and get a place in a polytechnic next year. Hopefully if everything works out. I actually can't wait to start school. So i can get back student fare. Omg i tell you bloody expensive have to pay adult fare. OH and you can't miss this i finally got a new phone and not just any phone it's iPhone, white and 16GB. Damn that ble$w a hole in my pocket but yeah its worth it. Loving it lots of apps and games the best, i get to check bus timing! haha i know lame.

People has been asking me how come i'm still single when there are girls out there who wants me. Well, i'm waiting for someone, thats why i can't be bothered to entertain others cause she the one i want and it will be worth the wait. I won't give up half-way, even when you tell me to give up, it gave me the motivation. I've risked and done many things for you. I'll just be plain stupid if i just give up like that. I must try no matter what cause i know one day, i'll touch your heart and you'll realise that i'm the one. It may not be now but like you said love is unpredictable, so i'll keep trying. When you're down, i'll feel down and i'll always be there to give a listening ear and cheer you up. When you're happy, i'll feel happy. At times, when i meet you, i just kept quiet cause i want to enjoy and savour the happy moments just to see you smile. Sometimes when you go out with other guys, i'll feel jealous cause for a day they will be trying to steal your heart which i been trying to win but i told myself to trust you and i did. When you told me not to bother about you anymore and when you avoided me it really breaks my heart cause thats when like my whole just crashed down on me, i had sleepless nights. I wouldnt sleep so i took walks in the wee hours of morning to make myself tired and then i'll miss you. I'll promise you when we are together hopefully, i'll treat you like my princess, shower you with love and care and i won't let anything happen to you. We going to the love that going to last. Cause a girl like you is hard to find and i'll treasure you when i get you. I meant every single word i said to you and what i wrote in here.

AND YOU'RE CUTE! :)

What will it take to show that i'll be by your side?

Posted on 25 February 2010, 2am.

I JUST LOVE WHO YOU ARE

2010-01-25T08:43:00.004+08:00

My party people!

ALRIGHT!

i dont know why am i back in blogger?! maybe i miss writing my life out. haha hows life for me now? well its fine not cant be that sucky either. It's life, im moving on, new year, new resolutions, my 18!, liscence and bike! you know i cant be fucking interested in studying any longer ever since i did not do well for my O's. Last week nyp(visual com) called me to submit my portfolio but i cant draw so didnt submit any portfolio. i just want to work and make more money now. Btw the class chalet, well it was fine. Went to aloha but was working till 6. After that was waiting for Sean. fucking made me wait for 1hr sia. then he called, "Eh, i meet u at downtown ah!" haha on the way was so freaking tired that i kept falling asleep in the bus. Then waited for him at the bus stop and a couple of i dont know what country came up to me to ask a question. The thing is i dont understand what the heck they were talking about. I went like "HUH? Sorry uh i dont understand what you talking about." Then Sean came. He so gundu la i said aloha is not inside downtown but he still went to the downtown. By the time we got the almost everyone had arrived. Ate food! Though not many overnight/ton. But it was fun. Since some were already legal 18 already. Brought beers and wine! Brought wine but didnt have a cork opener but manage to break the bottle in the end LOL then played cards and truth or dare. Freaking hilarious. Then many went to the red house. I don't know whats interesting there. But i choose to stay back at the chalet, keeping my friend company who was asleep and cause they went even numbers. You know what they say about going out late at night in odd numbers. haha I ton till about 4-5am then i just drop dead so tired. Next day woke up only left 5 of us at the chalet cause many took the first bus home. I was so tired that i went home like a drunk guy. I took the LRT thinking it was a bus. I wanted to alight then i was searching for the bell like "Where the hell is the bell on this bus?!" lol dumb me. Anyway i wanted to sleep when i got home but then Dania called me up since she was alone at home, hungry and sick. I went over with LJS delivery. See so sweet of me. Went over then 2 other friends came down too. haha 3 girls and 1 guy having foursome(not really) watched bollywood movie and webcam. Basically fun la. Been hanging out much after work and this week gonna be an action packed week busy woi. Wednesday, going to town with kuku Azreen and hopefully Rafie can make it, she wanted so much to eat dont what fruit thingy and cause i need to shop for more clothes and get a bag for my foster mum birthday which falls on Thursday. Saturday is the family gathering! Ow and Saturady i bought 4D! almost win! i bought 1323 came out 1331 and 1369! walao! so close! if not would have like $500-$2k sia. By the way i seldom gamble lol. It was just for fun. My manager invite me to his house to gamble on 2nd day of chinese new year haha. Mahjong/Drink! And not forgetting i would like to thank Rafie for the treat on Saturday night best hanging out with him always talk crap like when he said Sengkang has alot of hot chicks but you seldom see them. Quite true. i work always get to see hot chicks. But yesterday i saw this minahrep. Alamak kening tak blh angs ah! Cannot help it but keep staring it. And crap my pink letter has arrived. Anyways well thats all for this post.

"I'm here trying very hard to win your heart over but i didn't even move it cause your heart is stuck with him. Will you let me pick up the broken bits of your heart?"

Posted on 25 January 2010,9.30am.

ALWAYS LOOK ON THE BRIGHT SIDE OF LIFE.

2010-01-14T19:25:00.003+08:00

Hello!

well i said in my pervious post i gonna post about my results. well it wasnt fantastic at all. im so disappointed in myself. I've let everyone down. Well i didnt get any poly cause my maths was a pathectic E8! and ironicly they give me alot of higher nitec courses in bussiness -_-' wont like bussiness need much maths. O well out of all the courses they. gave me i was only interested in event management. sounds fun. The day i got my results i knew, it was bad when they showed us the percentage of sec 5, 5 credits passes. i went like o shit! i only got 3 credits my sci was a d7! i put so much hard work and i didnt expect a fail for both i thought i could get at least a C but i thought wrong. When i got my results, i was heart-broken. Was at a lost. like where am i suppose to go and do now. cause if u been reading my pervious post i wanted to go nyp and take info security and i didnt get any poly course cause of my maths if i got a d7 i could get like what most of my friends had gotten. After the results i didnt feel like going home, so headed to Azhar house. When i got there, i got really sad cause all of them were like choosin their poly choices and i sit there like retard. Then i thought to myself im not goin to ite no matter what. i thought of all the options i had. 1. repeat, 2. retake as private, 3. mdis private diploma, 4. appeal to poly, 5. NS! . then my close friends and family consoled me. saying that going ite, its not bad and its much better than goin to a private diploma. well i changed and thought to myself and i was so stress. but ye i made up my mind ite so be it. i dont give a damn, i goin there and get good gpa and shine so bright tat poly will regret not havin me. That day was my lost point ever in my life. but its part of life i told myself, you dont get success everyday. so this shall be a lesson learnt for me. For the time being, i had submitted my JAE with the ite courses and hope that i get my event management at ite bishan at the same time i had submitted my DAE to all poly, hoping they would take me if still after that didnt get poly im gonna try and appeal. If that still dosent work, well ite shall be it. To all my friends, who did not do well after all your hardwork. Cheer up its not the end of the world, we've got to learn to move on, this is just a setback that we can overcome . Always look on the bright side of life. I'll be there for you. For those who did well, go poly or jc do well too ya! OH and dad bought a new TV freaking clear and huge and mum bought WII! so fun! Sunday is going to be class chalet looking forward to it! Well take cares all peace out!

My foster mum said,"You didn't fail, you passed just that you had a little too much points." :)

Posted on 14 January 2010, 8pm.

MOVING AHEAD :)

2010-01-07T12:58:00.003+08:00

HELLOOO!

life has been great for now. how did i spend my new year eve? well went countdown at rivervale with cousins and family. i never seen the fireworks with such a close up. it was like only in front of out eyes and can be compared with the national day fireworks it was amazing. Then went on for late supper at Mac then the cousins sleepover at my house as usual for pictures head over to my facebook. And the monday was kuku Azreen 18th birthday. Me and Rafie went to celebrate with her. Brought her a swatch watch and some cakes. hope you like it kuku. better dont forget our birthday ah! been occupying myself with work. my aim now to save $5k, hopefully $10k by end of this year! omg this would be my confirm 2nd last post before i officially close this blog for good. Some asked why am i closing it. well what for have a blog and you seldom update besides there arent much of happening to update about. Yesterday was my off day pratically did nothing except watching ghost adventures on youtube and eating junks. wanted to go swimming but then no one to ask out all busy working or schooling. so did went to gym to release anger and stress. damn right it work. when im down, i only need 3 things to cheer me up, my kukus, music and CHOCOLATES! i mean like alot i can indulge in like 2-3 cabuary bars even my parents know my habit when im eating chocolates means im upset. strange habit but ye i love it, its my happy pills. but why am i upset? well, somethings are better left unsaid. Im moving on with my life. I dont want you to hold me down and kept me waiting, i dont want to be a back up/spare tyre. Just hope all the best for you.(you know im talking about you,oink). I havent met you yet but i already left a mark in your heart, just imagine if you met me. Everyone change, it is unavoidable part in life. I dont want my love go to waste. Then last night called Rafie out to accompany me to dinner, always there for me like he is so free. haha thanks ah! Then at night webcaming with Sean was freaking hilarious, looked like retards and we didnt know we could hear each other until like 20mins later. damn tard! was suppose to meet him just now to head to nyp open house but he wanted to go rp with his friends first so ye didnbt go nyp in the end, got to go work later anyways. And OMG! its like 3 more days till result! feeling anxious. everyone told me ill pass with no problem. gah! adding the pressure didnt want to let them down. If i manage to head to nyp, information security with CSIT scholarship! wee! work is boring ever since the school reopen. during the holidays my slaes would hit $2k not its like $500-600, pathetic eh. seriously no one around that me and my cliques could play throw papers at each other in the huge storeroom. lol fun i tell ya! o well tats all for this update. stay tune for my next, final post about my results! take care all! peace out!

"Letting go is not just setting the other person free, but is
also setting yourself free from all bitterness, hatred and anger that you keep
in your heart. Do not let bitterness take away your strength and weaken your
faith, and never allow pain to dishearten you; but rather let yourself grow with wisdom in bearing it."

Posted on 7 January 2010,1.36pm.

HAPPY NEW YEAR! (in advance)

2009-12-29T11:59:00.003+08:00

This guy always get bullied by me at work. haha

HELLOOOO! :O

its been uber long time since i last update. too busy with work. anyways new year coming 2010 in like 2 days! and the o's level will be release on 11 Jan so bloody long sia. feeling very anxious. pray hard i pass and head to a poly. Life is pretty much monotonus now. work and work barely had time for family and friends, how pathetic is that. but at least we did manage to catch up last 2 weeks me and Rafie, went to accompany Diana during her lunch break, then we both head to town. pretty much shopping from PS to far east then chill at starbucks before heading home. and last week on my off day managed to catch up with Rafie, Diana, Dania to chill at town. Eating at istana park, walked down to orchard central then to 313. although it was a short day out it beat staying at home on my off day and listenin to my mum nagging. irrriting i tell ya. anyways that much my life. work and work all im waiting is my pay. haha then can go out and enjoy. well this will be my 2nd last post before i close this blog of mine. My last post i will post about my O lvl result i guess. so for now just take care peeps. miss ya! Have a great new year ahead! Damn i so wanna go countdown!

I can transform a good girl to a freak.

Posted on 29 December 2009, 12.23pm.

I JUST HAVENT MET YOU YET.

2009-12-01T14:15:00.003+08:00

Hello, dear readers! its sure been a few weeks since i blog. Been busy working! $_$ lol work has been fine i guess. Theres always ups and downs. On the first day of work i did well by topping my sales. Thats all i remember and sure had a couple of damn irriting customers espically this group of people not saying who but i guess it is in their blood. hahas. Had some weird customers some called me handsome and one even called me "sayang" LOL pretty weird people. Working in the sales, the frontlines and sure can learn alot as it is big world out there. But i enjoyed it as when i serve them and they smile, it pretty much made my day as i know i made someone happy. Although on a day had a bad day, things didnt go my way. Sales were low, got hit by a ladder on the head and one hit my right shoulder and its bruised. I was getting irritted when one of my clique keep taking my customers and kept pushing me around as if he was the manager. Felt like punching him but of course i didnt. Not only that after work thought i pour out my feelings but then someone just had to push me aside as if i am an old toy. O well the following day i just faced the day with a smile hoping to have a great day and fortunately i did. O well nothing much to update. AND I NEED A NEW PHONE! someone recommend me other than the iPHONE! LOL and just want to wish CONGRATS to my dear cousin and lil sis who pass their PSLE with flying colours! Does anyone know when the O's result will be release? Cant wait! O and have u guys listen to the song TiK ToK by Ke$ha?! So hot right now and once u listen u want more so addictive. Well thats all folks take care for the time being! Happy December Yo!

I don't want to be a fool in this game for two. I ain't your toy.

Posted on 1 December 2009, 2.40pm.

BACK FROM HOLIDAY!

2009-11-19T14:04:00.005+08:00

YO!

last night just came back from my holiday. Do you miss me? haha, I know alot of people do. How was the holiday? Damn fun and i think if i had stayed longer i can grow fat cause we just keep eating - breakfast, lunch, dinner and supper. Freeflow buffet. But need to keep healthy i always had salad first before the main course. Basically you can just give me anything, i will eat it. haha Best part dessert! Gotta love chocolates, brownies and cookies which my sweet tooth is craving. One thing i hate is that the cruise keeps vibrating/shaking espically when i want to sleep if feels as if i was cold and shivering and my head keep shaking on the pillow. Besides that everything else was fun. On the first day when we got onboard staright check-in into our cabins and i am sharing it with my 3 grandparents. Then went straight for lunch buffet and soon walked around then went for swim. Its been awhile since i went swimming. After that went for dinner and shop and relex at the ship. Its freaking HUGE! Got its own gym, basketball court, swimming pool with slide, mini golf course, arcade, movie theaters, stage, a disco ballroom and shops which looked like a shopping mall. Secand day got up for breakfast then, we reached Penang. We got off and there were dozens of taxi drivers waiting. But my parents opted for a Van as if we took taxi we needed two for the whole family. Went to the Penang Bridge which i think is the 3rd longest in the world and they are currently building a longer one. Went to some tourist hot spots like the sleeping buddah. Then when it was about time head for dinner back at the ship and it was on its way to Pucket. The next day arrived at Pucket. Basically the same thing went to tourist hot spots. Shop around. And there is alot of tourists some just walking down the road wearing nothing but bikin! LOL maybe like how Ris Low drought down Orchard Road! hahas. well got back to the ship before it leave without us the the ship was on its way back to Singapore. The last we just spend it on the ship cause we in the middle on nowehere in the sea. Breakfast, walked around, played arcarde, dinner and we wait to arrive in Singapore. It was chaotic lol my mum was so sangry with their service. Cause there was two lanes - one is the normal lane the other was for wheelchair and people with prams. This lady just gave way to my father who was pushing the prams but then the rest of family just had to join the normal lane, like WTH the same thing happen to a family ahead of us. So mum suggested we crossed over to the other lane. But then when we reached, mum asked one of the guy which way to go. But his reply was so rude that mum just flared up like fire lol shouted and scolded him in front of everyone. It was not over yet, so we we apporached another guy he asked us to join back the long queue at the back. This is part WTF! mum scolded him too and we got past. No still not done, at the immegration the uncle shouted all Singaporeans Passport this way! But when mum entered with my lil sister he said children not allowed. Then what my lil sister had to join the long queue herself? Overall bad service! Then past the immgration, met up with my auntie and relex before heading back. We waited for a cab for 1hour -_- cause when people see the long queue the call the taxi. Lazy people, then the rest of people in the queue had to wait super long time. Oh well that was the adventure hahas tomorrow im starting work already, woo cant wait for money to roll in. For pictures head to my Facebook page. Thats all for this post. Take care world.

I stood outside your heart and kept knocking on it hoping for you to open it up and let me in.

Posted on 19 November 2009,2.45pm.

O'S IS OVER YO!

2009-11-11T17:59:00.009+08:00

Miss Muna's Wedding

Abang Asri Birthday Celebration

YES AH!

O LEVELS IS OVER! LIKE FINALLY! PARTY TILL WE DROP YO! MOVE, SHAKE AND DROP!

but then feel kindda weird lol no need study already haha. I had like the best weekend last week Sat went to karoake with cousins to celebrate abg Asri birthday at Cash Studio. And i learnt that if my cousins go to club they wont dance for nuts, maybe they shy la. hahas. A party without me is never complete cause i add colours to it. Had cake, pizzas, chickens basically it was fun. Then Sunday went to my teacher wedding. Like wow how often you get invited to a teacher's wedding. Went with friends, went there wow bloody pack. When we came everyone keep looking at us. Like what never see humans before isit? haha after waiting like forever we manage to find a table. And then it was the first time, i went to a wedding that wasnt a buffet style. The people will serve you. We sat there like some lost people. waited and waited for what 20mins then the food come. No wonder so pack cause the service so slow and everyone was waiting for the food to be serve. but we the deco was nice and all. Aft like 3 eveyone started to leave it was getting empty but we didnt leave cause we wanted to meet our teacher who is at the groom side. so wait till almost 6, when we almosted wanted to give up and go home, they arrived lucky we didnt not waste our time waiting. monday had no paper. tuesday had my MT retake lol i think the essay i totally write crap just so i could fill up the 1 and 1/2 page. hahas aft tat went to Azhar house to chill. played Halo3:ODST! OMG super uber fun sia wished i could stayed longer but had tuition head home at 6 showered and went for science tuition to prepare for the paper earlier today. That would be the last time i stepping in the tutiton centre. gonna miss all the friends i made there. After that my tutor treat us to 7-11 snacks and sent us home. Best tutor ever! hahas shall have celebrate soon with him. anyways today was the last paper Combine Science MCQ. o well i think i did okay i got 26/40 correct answers (estimate) when i checked with my friends. after that went to Hougang Mall to eat subway with my Sean "gay" boy cause i was hungry when i saw that one of the teacher was eating a burger. eat then went to look for my friends then only i realised i lost my handphone! crap ran up to Subway and lucky i never put to Silent mode so Sean kept calling and one of the Subway worker picked it up. so happy! hahas now hope i pass and head to NYP. Results should be in mid-end January next year. Mum has been bugging and nagging me to get a job. i totally got no interest to find one so lazy so just rang my bata manager. and he said i could go back to work on 20 November after i come back from my holiday with a pay increment to $5! mum can now stop nagging to get a job. Sunday going for my holiday now i cant wait! hurry come SUNDAY! o well thats all for this update, probably will update when i come back from my holiday. For the time being feel free to miss me ya. hahas the pictures are from the Sat and Sunday outings. As per normal credits to my friends and cousins for more they are on my Facebook. Take care all.

I don't want another pretty face.

I don't want just anyone to hold.

I don't my love go to waste.

I want you and your beautiful soul.

Posted on 11 November 2009, 7pm.

I ONLY MEANT WELL.

2009-10-29T13:41:00.003+08:00

HARLO!

well thought i didnt have any papers, want to update abit on the past 2 papers. English went well only the paper1 about the letter was the hold up for me. cause i was confuse when the question ask us to write a letter to a bunch of old students. it already stated a letter but how do write to so many of them? it was only formal or informal format. since i didnt know them, i decided to go with my guts and chosen formal format. after the paper my teacher said it was okay if i choose formal or informal. lol and paper2 was easy answer were all staright forward much simpler than prelims. so i guage that if i can pass my English prelims which was much harder so i would probably pass the O's papers. On Tuesday had maths paper1. it was easy and once again much easier than prelims but i do agree that on how the questions were asked they were tricky. Yesterday had maths paper2. sad i didnt complete at all. it was a balance of hard and easy questions but if i get the first part of the question wrong then the following parts will get all wrong. so pray hard that i got them right. There was one question that i didnt do at all well i did attempt but could not understand. When the teacher came to collect the paper. My mind was going, "OMG! My fate has been sealed! No turning back now." Pray hard that i pass. today paper is A.Maths which i dropped lol well got luck to all taking it. Next up is social studies and c.science next Monday. soon it will all be over! countdown! 11 novermber and on the 15 im going for the long awaited holiday! wah like finally need a break badly, away from studies. anyways i almost got knocked down my a speeding van when i was about to cross the zebra-crossing. fcking blind driver. my face was inches to his van. think if i didnt took a step back i face would have got smashed. Im not ready to die just yet. It got me thinking about those important people in my life. first priority would be my family members and my foster family. Then the second priority

are my close friends who had an impact on my life, that i wont forget them.

1. Hakim (best friend since primary2. we would go out with each other, even before we know how to use emails, we would write letters and keep in touch often. so much that even our own parents regard us like real blood brothers.)

2. Asyraf (met him like how i met Hakim, both of them are like my brothers. remember when he got into a serious accident. me and Hakim stayed by his side till the ambulance arrived.)

3. Rafie (Helpful and very realiable friend, call him up and he will come down. still remember when after school got nothing to do took 119 looped to serangoon and back to sengkang just because we were bored and when he confessed that he like me jokingly, funny moments)

4. Azreen (a very good and close friend, always there to support, listen and entertain me when i am bored. we often confide in each other and share problems. always joking. the cheerful girl. she was the one who wished me HAPPY BIRTHDAY on the dot and made a video for me. we even have our own language of talking. KUKU!)

5. Azhar (he is a very close friend, he was there to support me when i was at the lowest point of my point. always stood up for me. he will try in anyways he can. he can be the exect replica of me. and in studies he will always be my aim to beat cause we are always getting the same scores.)

6. Nasri (he is the same like Azhar, both of them were there to support me when no one else would. cause back then i had a fight with a guy, that he was angry, he took revenge by telling rumors about me and told everyone to stay away from me. but these two guys didnt. this is what i call true friends.)

7. Sean (my "gay" boy, we share alot of common interests. always together. but one thing i would never forget when his pants had bird shit and he sat on me! but girls dont be mistaken we both are very straight guys.)

These my V.I.P people in my life. my life would be meaningless without them. I would like to thank them for being a part of it. well thats all for this update. take cares all study hard for O's its almost done. after that we celebrate like theres no tomorrow. HAPPY HALLOWEEN!

I only meant well, when i do with one chance, i just got to let you know.

Posted on 29 October 2009,2.30pm

TOMORROW IS O'S!

2009-10-21T09:18:00.003+08:00

LADIES AND GENTLEMEN!

i hereby declare that tomorrow is the start of O lvl period. just in 2-3 weeks it will be all over. Im so pump right now after past few days of hard mugging. HARDCORE I TELL YOU! my brain was like sponge trying to absorb all the knowledge. hahas and i just found that my parents is getting a maid. for whatsoever reasons. i so not going to get use to having a stranger around the house, in fact i might wack the hell out her to be mistaken for a robber. lol nah dont worry that wont happen. love past 2days. after late tuition with my 2 firends we headed down to eunos for supper and during the class there was only 3 of us and 2 other girls. fun, so condusive. and yesterday on the way to tuition. took a bus and the day dream bus driver auntie did not stop after i pressed the bell twice. she missed my stop. as my friend was waiting at the bus stop where i was suppose to alight, he smsed me. what the hell happen, the auntie totally did not stop. lol so i alight at the next stop and had to walk back to the previous stop. lucky i was in a good mood if not i would have scolded her like i did the other time with an uncle. and he was scared that he let me alight at traffic junction. at the tutiton was very fuuny. we were doing chemistry and kept joking around with the tutor. then i had a brainstorm about sperm and i dont know why maybe was curious. so i asked the tutor what is sperm is made of? LOL he said it was calcium and i dont know what. the i asked back "Not H2O pekat eh?" then everyone burst out in laughter. then after tutiton head for supper again. i had spicy nasi goreng mama. fuyo power! but then i went home looking like i had lipsticks on my lips. i didnt realise it till i got home. so that explain the weird expression people gave me on the way home. hahas o well later shall be going for tuition again. my maths tutor told me something that touched me "Alif, even though you are weak in your maths, you have something that many doesn't have which is DETERMINATION! That explain how you manage to get a B3 for maths in the N'lvls." It now or never i want to get over it once and for all and i going to head to NYP, to take Security Information course. and the nyp also have taekwondo! im so going there, i didnt know why the past few days i became interested in martial arts especially taekwondo. cool moves, superb spinning. o well thats all for this update. Blog shall be on HIATUS till the O's period have past. Wish me good luck and do take cares.

I just love the way she smile, which never fail to make my day.

Posted on 21 October 2009, 9.42am.

BLOG ACTION DAY! VOTE EARTH!

2009-10-15T11:59:00.006+08:00

HELLOOS EARTHLINGS! i had nothing to do so i decided to blog and it happens to be BLOG ACTION DAY! VOTE EARTH! so i decided to blog about climate change to show my support it you should too at http://www.blogactionday.org/ everyone wishes to a see a climate change, but are they taking actions at all? obviously no. if not people wont have to resort to this. so here a shoutout from me to all of you to take action! its time to give Earth what we owe. Recently theres been alot of natural disasters - the earthquakes across Asia-Pacific, typhoon in Philippines. These are signs of global warming and the Earth is telling us there is a need for a climate change. We do not have much time quoted from the worst-case scenarios of UN scientists, who say that the world has only 10 years to reverse the course of climate change which would put at risk entire species and worsen natural disasters. The UN chief Ban Ki-moon said 'The fate of future generations, and the hopes and livelihoods of billions today, rest, literally, with you,'. Action needs to be taken and it starts with YOU. Even the US President Barrak Obama is taking action for climate change. So ask yourself what have you done so far to help fight for it? Do something, speak up and join in the fight to protect our home, the GAIA-EARTH. I wish i had the power, the power to change the world but i am just one man trying to do it on my own. People should stop fighting each other instead to work with each other for this very important cause. You should count yourself lucky, but there are many out there who are suffering and need our help to get rid of poverty, hunger and poor. In times of disaster they will be the one to be badly hit. Try putting yourself in their shoes. These were the reasons why i had join Red Cross to help others in time of need and i wanted to see a change for a better lives for these people and the fragile Earth. Hopefully it will come true. All it takes a bit of time and effort from you. Head over to Earth Hour website and vote http://www.earthhour.org/home/ at the same time do help the WWF organization http://www.panda.org/ . The WWF's mission is to stop the degradation of our planet's natural environment, and build a future in which humans live in harmony with nature. Help them to find practical solutions for a healthy planet. A planet where people and nature can thrive together, in a stable environment, now, and for generations to come.

I plea with you to join in and fight with us for this important cause - Climate Change.

Posted on 15 October 2009, 12.50pm

1 WEEK TILL O'S STARTS!

2009-10-14T13:41:00.006+08:00

Open house:

my emo lil sis

look at my lil sis reaction, the eyes hahas

Cousin Regnard birthday:

2 lil stars.

tgh gelek hahas

my grandmother sister.

my lovely grandmother.

HAHAS! new face mask.(i did it)

Cousins!

HELLOOO! omg i can feel the pressure coming on. 1 week before the o level period starts! revise,revise,revise! need to chiong already time running out. like finally the last lap been basically preparin my whole of 17 years of my life for this moment. hahas anyways past few days was fine, no longer had school just extra classes and tuition making full use of them. too bad the classes will end by this friday. last sunday i had open house, as always mum will always nag to clean the house and had lots of chores to do. i was thinking whats the use of cleaning when the guests just come and mess it up again? lol should clean after it was over. i tell it was very tiring as i havent had enough sleep past few days, and it can be seen by my dark circles. but i think my effort was worth it cause i get $$ hahas. e open house went smoothly and as always my family likes to karaoke lol. i would love a break right now very tired and chionging for the o's. but then i would like to work as well and get $$. on one of the day when i was having humans class, i was day dreaming if i had lots of money wrote what i would love to buy and those items werent cheap btw. lol so heres the list:

1. when i turn 18, liscence,bike,insurance,coe (ff helmet too!)

2. Alienware M17x

3. Nikkon D90

4. A new phone maybe some HTC

5. A PS3

6. New sliding PSP

i done the sums up and it will be more or less around 10k lol i need to work for 10 months or more to save up and get them but i dont mind if you sponsor me. hahas btw today is my "gay" boy 17th birthday, SEAN! so heres a shout to you and another freind of mine Tri wishing you both HAPPY BIRTHDAY! well tats all for this post enjoy the pictures from my cousin birthday and my open house. as usual credits for the pictures to my dear cousins, more on facebook. so take cares all.

No one is perfect, we all have flaws but it is the imperfection that make us unique in our own ways.

Posted on 14 October 2009, 2.27pm.

LAST DAY OF SCHOOL!

2009-10-06T17:53:00.006+08:00

Our form/maths teacher,Mr Tay.

Our Chemistry teacher/DM,Mr Yan!

HELLOOOO!

woot tomorrow is the official last day of school! but extra classes start on thursday lol. almost everyone wanted to skip tomorrow, i also want to but i dont know yet la. hahas anyways past few days has been great. last friday went out to raya with friends and even went to kampung buangkok! best hahas e only kampong left in Singapore. Sat at home started revising and Sunday went to my dear cousin birthday party. it was ok la. like any normal party hahas. but the best part i smashed cake on to her face and i think some went up her nose! hahas then at nite play bunga api! o well gotta go out for tuition shall keep this post a short one. will post a proper post nxt time with more pictures. for now enjoy the graduation pictures. o and gradution Isyanto won Mr Serangoon hahas. pictures credits to my friends. =] take cares all.

Nothing can hold me down now.

Posted on 6 October 2009,6.18pm.

L1R4=34! T_T

2009-09-30T17:29:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GILER!

HELLOOO!
well have received my overall prelims result which is very bad. lol from the tittle you guys probably knew that i got 34points for my L1R4 which wont be going to any poly except polyclinic lol. the results are as followed:
MT- B4
ENG-C6
C.SCI-C6
E.MATHS-F9
HUMANS-F9
currently no longer have the mood to study due to the poor results. tired of trying but it is the last lap and my humans teacher talked some sense into me. kindda spark off the urge to go all the way for this last month. just aiming all B4 or B3 if score better it is a bonus. past week have not been a good week so many bad things happen to me. this week nothin much though just that yesterday had SRP till 5 and my class didnt know it till the teacher told us at the last minute. after that rushed home,showered and went out for tuition, only reach home at 11.30 and just crash to my bed. i just realise how weak i am in my studies but i made a promise and i wont break it, going to give all i got for this last month before the exams. well looking on the bright side tomorrow is GRADUATION! how time really really fly so fast it only seems like yesterday i was in sec1 and now i am leaving the school after 5years. for the O's i am going to do well so that the time i spent in the school have not gone down the drain and the dedication of the teachers. by doing so i will make everyone proud. woo cant wait for tomorrow such will be a very fun and intresting evening. not forgetting today is my dear friend, RAFIE birthday! and tomorrow is my cuz birthday on children day, so wishing both of you HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY! well thats all for the update. take care all =]

Always looking on the bright side of life.

Posted on 30 Spetember 2009,6.12pm.

GONER!

2009-09-25T18:37:00.002+08:00

NSR150SP ^_^

LE KUA SIMI! HAHAS
juz received my c.humans prelims result juz now and i failed! wth sia once again all over my script was VAGUE! VAGUE! VAGUE! VAGUE! VAGUE! i fckin studied sia. LJ! i wonder if this was e way how am i goin to procede to poly sia. need to pass all 5 subs and i alr failed 1 alr aint goin anywhere. pathetic marks i got at tat. haiz dont no what to do, juz wanna get over it. make sure i chiong all e way for o's alr! anyways yesterday had no papers so no school stayed at home,watched 17again and did my research on my bike tat i gonna get aft i get my liscence nxt yr, cant wait! NSR150SP wait for me, im comin for u soon! nxt week should get all my other paper results. hope i did well for them. and nxt thurs GRADUATION cum PROM NIGHT! first time in e school we gradution wear formal clothes rather than in uniform and tie like previous years and it will be a prom nite,like finally. and aft 8oct which was suppose to be our last day of school we still got xtra classes. gonna make full use of those xtra classes cause i dont think luck is gonna be any help this yr. btw have u guys watch 17again it was kindda funny lol e guy turned back to 17 and wanted to change back his ways and his daughter almost had sex wif him. he wanted to fix his broken family as he always blamed his wife for all e wrong things but soon regretted his decision, great ending. o well tats all for this post i think aft nxt week wont be updatin much till e o's hav ended like as if ppl read this blog of mine. shall be closing it down soon. btw do anyone know a job tat pays $5 or more per hour? i find one aft o's got lobang tell me. shall end here,take cares everyone.

I'm lucky just to linger in your light.

Posted on 25 September 2009,7.09pm.

RAYA BEST!

2009-09-22T12:10:00.009+08:00

DAY1 RAYA:

having migraine

my annoyin lil sis

my lil nonya sis

the father and son

a glimpse at our family

DAY2 RAYA:

HELLOS!!!

hari raya was best la! but e morning of raya i gt a freakin migraine and a very bad one at tat. woke up i was in cold sweat. barely had any energy and had no mood for raya. first house went to my first uncle house i juz sat there kept quiet like a loner well not my usual self as i am very cheerful. then one of my cuz pass me a panadol phoof crash to her bed,cause was waitin for e rest of e family members to arrive. woke up feelin renewed no more migraine and started eatin all e kueh. hahas. go out wif family for raya is e best, all together my dad drove van and my uncle drove his car all e cuz,aunties and uncles pack like a can of sardins. went visitin, eat and eat, not forgettin to collect $$ and surprisingly some of ppl who i dont remember saw me and go like "Ini Alif eh? wah dah handsome sey!" hahas of course la big boy alr. well unfortunately what happens when you got a lil baby sis? she keeps cryin! due to that we kind of cut short e raya trip and ended like 11 which last stop was my house and we watched GEGEBO! everyone was goin LOL ah love such cheerful spirit. 2nd day of raya was abit bland. only went out in e afternoon went to my youngest uncle house. sang karaoke hahas was basically fun and more fun then countinued karaoke in my dad van cause got e tv,everyone was singin out aloud. went to parkway parade for dinner at banquet. almost everyone had chicken rice hahas. aft tat went to e arcade and i guess we were lucky cause when we went in someone had paid e machine but didnt play. so free gameply on e para2 dance thingy. then all of us took part takin one side. fun then something really fuuny happen. my lil wanted to play one last game on e drums thingy like e for lion dance so she shared wif my other lil cuz. then beside them was another lil girl playin e same thing. so my cuz thot it was her lil sis so she hold e lil girl hands amd help her beat e drums. and everyone was like lookin at her but we juz kept quiet hahas. even e lil girl mother juz laugh. aft they finish then they finish then she realise it wasnt her lil sis. and we all laughin at her. hahas what a kuku. then met my grandma,auntie,uncle and cuzzies at e nxt place we were goin to visit.

i think went like 2 place before headin my auntie house to rest before headin home. o well happy moments end so fast it only it could be tat way everyday. and today had i had no school like woot! no papers and tomorrow is last paper for prelims c.science mcq! think should be stayin at home rest and shoudl be revising for tomorrow. by the way yesterday was my dear friend DANIA DARWISYAH 17th BIRTHDAY! so heres a shoutout to you HAPPY BIRTHDAY DANIA!

o well tats all for e raya update. (The pictures taken above were frm my cuzzies credits to them.)

All the stuck up chicks, so superficial, so immature.

Posted on 22 Spetember 2009,12.55pm.

BESOK RAYA!

2009-09-19T11:24:00.006+08:00

Meet you guys tommorow! ^_^

WOOT! TOMORROW IS RAYA!
prelims is almost over 1 last paper to go on wed sci mcq. i think i might be able to pass all except for maths paper 1. e paper got me goin bonkers! o well hope tats e case,need to pass prelims so i can gauge myself and have e confidence to go through o'lvls but for e time being lets for get abt exams as tomorrow is hari raya! omg i juz clean e windows yesterday and it juz rained. wth nvm bersabar left wift a few chores to do, hang e curtains,mop e floor,do laundry and need to cut my HAIR!!!! and i cant wait for graduation, 1st oct but last day on 8oct! bye bye school! o and did u juz check out what kanye west did to taylor swift on e mtv vma? omg bloody rude sia. totally ruined her first award,should have kept his comments to himself. taylor stood there like kuku wif e expression "WTH" on her face but in e end beyonce did win aft all and beyonce was kind to let taylor finish her speech. lol should see what pitbull,pink and barrack obama said abt kanye west action. anyways kanye has apologised to her. and during my birthday which was last sunday went to lau pa sat for break fast. i reach there dam early at 5.30 and parents came only like when almost buke. i sit there like a kuku and phone died on me half-way went like from 3/4 batt to low batt. errr juz hate e fone,so gettin a new one at e end of e year. ah love e food had satay,ikan bakar,honeyed chicken,nasi pattaya. yum yum makes me hungry. aft tat went to kallang mac cause lil sis insisted on playin e playground. head home and had birthday cake. one of e best cakes ever it had like a layer of chocolate biscuits in it. anyways durin this week i only had 1 paper each day so head home aft school and movie marathon. lol i watched harry potter & half blood prince(which e ending sucked, was expecting some kind of a huge fight between e good and evil.),I love you Beth Cooper(kindda cool,teach me not to leave high school wif regrets.),Bruno(this one dam funny, need to watch if u guys know Borat, it is like e same thing) and GEGEBO(dad brought this,a show which where they prank malay celebs wif ghosts) i love GEGEBO! which stands for gila-gila bodoh! and i had nothin to do ao i edited some of my pics,kindda cool go my facebook and look for album called AP(Alif Photography) hahas o well tats all for e this post better start clean up e house and e rain has stop can go barber and get my haircut! take everyone! wishing everyone SELAMAT HARI RAYA, maaf zahir dan batin! forgive me if i had done you wrong or hurt you in anyways.

LETS DO THIS FOR GRADUATION! lol

Don't talk about it but be about it!

Posted on 19 Spetember 2009,11.56am.

OFFICIALLY 17!

2009-09-13T15:42:00.001+08:00

YELLOOOOOO!
finally turned 17,this morning on 9.42 when i was peacefully asleep when Azreen texted me on e dot lols. thanks for all e texts and calls lols wanna spam go to my facebook page and spam lols. u muz be wonderin wth am i doin at home? its my birthday! well,ye goin out later,to meet my parents at indoor stadium once they have finish watchin e hi5 show wif my lil sis. so i tryin to figure out how do i get there? lols went to sbs web told me to take train to douby ghaut and change to bus 16 and i am there. so which bus stop i also dunno. o well anyways Azreen made a birthday vid for me. lol so heres a big THANK YOU for u. tats all for now better get ready to go out now in case i got lost, theres always taxi! hahas take cares all hari raya in abt a week woot! byeeeeee =]

Another day without you with me,is like a blade that cuts right through me.

Posted on 13 September 2009,3.52pm.

KNEW IT!

2009-09-11T17:07:00.000+08:00

ok its offical ppl blogger has gone haywire again. btw u guys realise it sept 11 today. it was on this day e wtc collpase due to terrorist attacks. anyways past few days has been great. wednesday had my prelims c.science pratical it was easy lol had doen e expirements before except for physics i misread e steps and i think i did one wrong so ye but still manage e get e final answer in e end. aft tat had to be qurrantine till like 12.30 to wait for e 3rd shift to come. aft tat since e outin was change to thurs went to azhar house played killin floor,gears of war2 and watch failblog on youtube lols till like 6plus before headin home. and yesterday had history class in e morning ah love it lesser ppl more condusive. and talk abt if only we could go back in time and change e history imagine hitler was e one who war in asia-pacific and japan in e west lols dam funny la. then went back home to get ready for e outin. it was great la best birthday so far in my 17 years of livin. break fast at far east,then they prepare my surprise hahas and i pridict it would happen e way they planned it. blindfolded me frm ion till taka,ngee ann. tat was a first lols walkin down orchard road like some retard and they left me sittin there wif my cake like loner hahas. well heres a very big THANK YOU to Isyanto,Sufyan,Azhar,Rafie,Salman,Diana,Ashiqin and especially to Dania and Nabilah who planned e surprise. and not forgettin to u ppl out there who had wished me HAPPY BIRTHDAY in advance. aft tat went to ion,wheelock place shop and walked ard,chill at startbucks before headin home. and i hav e feelin tat my parents also planned a suprise for me on sunday. o great another one hope they dont make every1 in e restraunt sing birthday song for me omg i like hide my face sia. hahas but ye it only come once every year so dont really mind hahas not as if i hav nothin to do. ah wished it didnt end so fast yesterday, was really fun. so if u wanna check wat happen yesterday head over to my facebook profile page got pictures and a vid. andways today had no plan so woke up at noon,played facebook and decided to do a movie marathon. i watched 2 movies alr- Drag me to hell and race to witch mountain. REVIEW TIME! drag me to hell started out great but the endin sucks. seriously lols e girl still got killed in e end cause she took e wrong evelope. and how she died? fall into e railway tracks but didnt got run over instead got dragged down to hell. LAME! out of 5* i give abt 3.5-4* race to witch mountain,i watched it before it was fun and thrillin. and e girl is cute. lols but would still give e same ratin as drag me to hell. nxt upi gonna try and watch harry potter and the half-blood prince. i know i am slow e movie came out ages ago juz didnt hav time to watch any hahas. the pictures were taken frm Diana and Azhar credits to them. so i shall end my post here. take care people raya comin soon woot cant wait!

When you call,my heart stop beating.

Posted on 11 September 2009,6.22pm.

HOLIDAY? NEAH!

2009-09-06T14:39:00.000+08:00

HELLO!
ouhk now blogger back to normal. lets see how long it will last again before it go GAGA again.
anyways yesterday went to yishun,aunty house cause i had nothin better to do at home. kindda bored lols was suppose to study but i think i study only like 1 hr then watch movies jangan pandang belakang congkak which is funny lols and syurga cinta shows how a girl can change e guy into gud should watch it. i think youtube has it. anyways tomorrow suppose to be e start of sept holiday but dosent seem to me.

Monday-tuition
Tuesday-maths class & tuition
Wednesday-prelim c.science pratical and my birthday outin
Thursday-history class
Friday-(no plan yet)
Saturday-(no plan yet)
Sunday- my birthday!

and e followin monday back to prelims. -_-" but on e bright side soon its gonna be raya wee...and brought my raya clothes a whole family wearin white. and yet to clean e house especially my room looks as if a war juz ended. o well tats all for this post. take care folks.

You don't have to steal anymore as you can steal my heart.

Posted on 6 September 2009,3.07pm.

SEPT HOLIDAY!

2009-09-04T17:57:00.003+08:00

HELLO!
had nothin to do so i made e gif image above! cool hahas.
anyways yesterday was english prelims. and e essay came out e same topic i had written like 2 times already. i choose e topic regret but actually wated to do a topic tat is something like " Something you thought was an advantage to you but instead turn out failin" lols i wanna write abt where i want cheated in exam and copied e answer sheet but unfortunately e answer sheet was e wrong one(not true story btw juz make up)but rather recycle my essay so did abt regret. and as i predicted speech came out for situational writing it was okay. but paper 2 was e killer talked abt mayans and a guy called Fire Is Born. ye tat is his name in e passage. it was all confusin and dry tat i actually fell asleep at e start of e passage for 20mins lols. but overall it should be fine. and woot today was social studies and maths paper 1. been studyin ss since last nite but all i could absorb properly was abt Venice and it came out thank god and e 2 essay ques i wrote them before so should be able to score la but i didnt not manage to finish last ques of seq but ye shouldnt be a problem la. MATHS another killer! EPIC FAIL! gave e ques look so simple but dam confusing and confident tat e only page i would get full marks is e first page lols but i know i tried my best to figure out every single ques and write somethin on it. aft school went for friday prayers and head to fren house to chill abit before headin home. and woot spet holiday is here la sey! but still got class on tues and prelims c.sciences pratical on wed,first shift some more! o well tats all fer this update! preparin to break fast soon,everyday break fast alone,someone accompnay me? hehe... take care folks.

Will you let me catch you,when you fall?

Posted on 3 September 2009,6.22pm.

SPEECHLESS

2009-09-02T14:43:00.000+08:00

Rest In Peace Baby Brianna

OMG! i didnt know this kind of parents ever existed. what the hell is wrong with them shes only 6months. abuse physically and sexually. even her own family members did not stop it. this type of people shouldnt even exist. she wasnt even given a chance to see e world. what kind of world is this turing into? i left speechless aft e vid. haiz o well tat is a vid i juz wanna share with u guys tat i came across, to raise awareness and prevent it frm happening. tats all for this post nothin much to update except tat tommorow is e start of prelims first paper english.

Well, i guess it's thanks for nothing.

Posted on 2 September 2009,3pm.

WONDERING =P

2009-08-31T14:33:00.001+08:00

hello =]
ah im bored nothin to do so thought i update a lil. lol um do anyone believe love at first sight? i dont use to believe but an incident change my perception on it. o well it was last fri aft e prayers i was on e way home while waitin at e bus stop. a bus 119 pass by and there was a girl in it. straight away our eyes met and we sat keep starin at each other i mean like not normal stare it was like a very deep stare. there was no smilin or wavin juz STARE. it felt like time stood still for awhile lol tat was a first time for me and she kept lookin back at me when e bus was movin. lol i wanted to get on e bus and ask for her number but it would be like very strange. o well i use to tell some of my frens to love,pride dosent matter hahas. doubt our path will ever cross again if we do wow then i would call it fate hahas. anyways yesterday went to break fast with family wif grandma,aunty,unle and cuz at yishun. i think called lestari or sumthin but ye by e time we got there so full alr,stood ard wait for a table like some lost ppl lols. finally got a table and ordered. havin e food in my stomach was e best OMG lemon chicken fuyo. juz thinkin abt those tender chicken makes me hungry.(patient and tolerant alif) hahas then visit my other cuz busy workin nearby,back to aunty house to relax before headin home. and woot it has been confirmed, aft o'lvls on 18 november im goin holiday take cruise! wee... cant wait 4days3nites. um school was fine today,o ye to all teachers out there who is busyin mouldin our future,HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY! it has been a fuilin life in secondary school made lots of great frenz how 5yrs hav fly by i still remember my first day of school wif every1 sitted in e hall and playin e song canon. although there wasnt much of a celebration but hope they had enjoy e day. school ended at 11 but some us told to stay back and to do a test. and i was one of them sad but nvm la it is their day today listen to them for a day wont hurt. hahas and tomorrow is holiday and thurs e start of prelims sian la sey. countin down to my birthday,and someone owe me ben and jerry's ice cream. dont forget ah. o ye i came a across a funny joke

Before marriage.... .
He: Yes. At last. It was so hard to wait.
She: Do you want me to leave?
He: No! Don't even think about it.
She: Do you love me?
He: Of course! Over and over!
She: Have you ever cheated on me?
He: No! Why are you even asking?
She: Will you kiss me?
He: Every chance I get.
She: Will you hit me?
He: Are you crazy! I'm not that kind of person!
She: Can I trust you?
He: Yes.
She: Darling!
To know what happen after their marriage read from bottom to top.

o well tats all. take care care peeps and i love big boobs song(hotel room service-pitbull)!
[TAKE NOTE:IF YOU RECEIVED A IMAGESHACK LINK THROUGH MY MSN,DO NOT CLICK IT-TROJAN! I REPEAT DO NOT CLICK ANY LINK I SENT,VERFIE WITH ME FIRST! TY]

Even though it was for a minute but it felt as if time stood still when we stared.

Posted on 31 August 2009,3.10pm.

SAD BUT ITS TRUE!

2009-08-27T16:25:00.000+08:00

This is long but worth reading and is true story ... a story for all the single, married, divorced, widowed individuals, who take life for granted. Please read this story until the end, it is such an eye opener. You never know ...........!

Just two years after our marriage, hubby brought up the idea of asking Mother to move from the rural hometown and spend her remaining years with us. Hubby's father passed away while he was still very young. Mother endured much hardship and struggled all on her own to provide for him, see him through to a university degree. You could say that she suffered a great deal and did everything you could expect of a woman to bring hubby to where he is today.

I immediately agreed and started packing the spare room, which has a balcony facing the South to let her enjoy the sunshine and plant greenery. Hubby stood in the bright room, and suddenly just picked me up and started spinning round and round. As I begged him to put me down, he said: "Lets go fetch mother."

Hubby is tall and big sized and I love to rest on his chest and enjoy the feeling that he could pick me up at any moment put the tiny me into his pockets.Whenever we have an argument and both refuses to back down, he would pick me up and spin me over his head continuously until I surrender and beg for mercy. I became addicted to this kind of panic-joy feeling.

Mother brought along her countryside habits and lifestyle with her. For example; I am so used to buying flowers to decorate the living room, she could not stand it and would comment: "I do not know how you young people spend your money, why do you buy flowers for? You also can't eat flowers!" I smiled and said: "Mum, with flowers in the house, our mood will also become better."

Mother continues to grumble away, and hubby smiled: "Mum, this is a city-people's habit; slowly you will get use to it." Mother stopped saying anything. But every time thereafter,
whenever I came home with flowers, she would ask me how much it costs. I told her and she would shake her head and express displeasure.
Sometimes, when I come home with lots of shopping bags, she would ask each and every item how much they cost, I would tell her honestly and she would get even more upset about it. Hubby playfully pinched my nose and said: "You little fool, just don't tell her the full price of everything would solve it."

There begins the friction to our otherwise happy lifestyle. Mother hates it most when hubby wakes up early to prepare the breakfast. In her view, how could the man of the house cook for the wife? At the breakfast table, mother facial expression is always like the dark clouds before a thunderstorm and I would pretend not to notice. She would use her chopsticks and make a lot of noise with it as her silent protest.

As I am a dance teacher in the Children's Palace and am exhausted from a long day of dancing around, I do not wish to give up the luxury of that
additional few minutes in the comfort of my bed and hence I turned a deaf ear to all the protest mother makes.

From time to time, mother would help out with some housework, but soon her help created additional work for me. For example: she would keep all kinds of plasticbags accumulating them so that she sell them later on, and resulted in our house being filled with all the trash bags; she would scrimp on dish washing detergent whe helping to wash the dishes and so as not to hurt her feelings, I would quietly wash them again.

One day, late at night, mother saw me quietly washing the dishes, and "Bam" she slams her bedroom door and cried very loudly in her room. Hubby was placed in a difficult position, and after that, he did not speak to me for that entire night. I pretended to be a spoilt child, tried acting cute, but he totally ignored me.... I got mad and asked him: "What did I do wrong?" Hubby stared at me and said: "Can't you just give in to her once? We couldn't possibly die eating from a bowl however unclean it is, right?"

After that incident, for a long period of time, mother did not speak to me and you can feel that there is a very awkward feeling hanging in the
house. During that period of cold war, hubby was caught in dilemma as to who to please.

In order to stop her son from having to prepare breakfast, mother took on the "all important" task of preparing breakfast without any prompting. At the breakfast table, mother would look at hubby happily eating his breakfast and cast that reprimanding stare at me for having failed to perform my duty as a wife.

To avoid the embarrassing breakfast situation, I resorted to buying my own breakfast on my way to work. That night, while in bed, hubby was a little upset and asked me: "LD, is it because you think that mum's cooking is not clean that's why you chose not to eat at home?" He then turned his back on me and left me alone in tears as feeling of unfairness overwhelmed me. After some time, hubby sighed: "LD, just for me, can you have breakfast at home?" I am left with no choice but to return to the breakfast table.

The next morning, I was having porridge prepared by mother and I felt a sudden churn in my stomach and everything inside seem to be rushing up my throat. I tried to suppress the urge to throw up but I could not. I threw down the bowl, rushed into the washroom, and vomited everything out. Just as I was catching my breath, I saw mother crying and grumbling very loudly in her dialect, hubby was standing at the washroom doorway staring at me with fire burning in his eyes.. I opened my mouth but no words came out of it, I really did not mean it.

We had our very first big fight that day; mother took a look at us, then stood up and slowly made her way out of the house. Hubby gave me a final stare in the eye and followed mother down the stairs. For three days, hubby did not return home, not even a phone call.

I was so furious, since mother arrived; I had been trying my best and putting up with her, what else do you want me to do? For no reason, I keep having the feeling to throw up and I simply have not appetite for food, coupled with all the events happening at home, I was at then low point in my life.

Finally, a colleague said: "LD, you look terrible; you should go and see a doctor." The doctor confirmed that I am pregnant.Now it became clear to me why Ithrew up that fateful morning, a sense of sadness floated through that otherwise happy news. Why didn't hubby, and mother who had been through this before, thought of the possibility of this being the reason that day?

At the hospital entrance, I saw my hubby standing there. It had only been three days, but he looked haggard. I had wanted to turn and leave, but one look at him and my heart soften, I couldn't resist and called out to him. He followed my voice and finally found me but he pretended that he doesn't know me; he has that disgusted look in his eyes that cut right through my heart. I told myself not to look at him anymore, and hail a cab. At that moment, I have such a strong urge inside me to shout to my hubby: "Darling, I am having your baby!" and have him lift me up and spin me around in circles of joy. What I wanted didn't happen and as I sat in the cab, my tears started rolling down.
Why? Why our love couldn't even withstand the test of one fight? Back home, I lay on the bed thinking about my hubby, and the disgusted look in his eyes. I cried and wet the corner of the blanket.

That night, sound of the drawers opening woke me up. I switched on the lights and I saw hubby with tears rolling down his face. He was removing the money. I stared at him in silence; he ignored me, took the bank deposit book and some money and left the house. Maybe he really intends to leave me for good. What a rational man, so clear-cut in love and money matters. I gave a few dried laugh and tears starting streaming down again.

The next day, I did not go to work. I wanted to clear this out and have a good talk with hubby. I reached his office and his secretary gave me a weird look and said: "Mr. Tan's mother had a traffic accident and is now in the hospital." I stood there in shock. I rushed to the hospital and by the time I found hubby, mother had already passed away. Hubby did not look at me, his face was expressionless. I looked at mother's pale white and thin face and I couldn't control the tears in my eyes.

My god, how could this happen? Throughout the funeral, hubby did not say a single word to me, with only the occasional disgusted stare at me. I only managed to find out brief facts about the accident from other people. That day, after mother left the house, she walked in dazed toward the bus stop, apparently intending to go back to her old house back in the countryside. As hubby ran after her, she tried to walk faster and as she tried to cross the street, a public bus came and hit her...I finally understood how much hubby must hate me, if I had not thrown up that morning, if we had not quarreled, if....In his heart, I am indirectly the killer of his mother.

Hubby moved into mother's room and came home every night with a strong liquor smell on him. And me, I am buried under the guilt and self-pity and could hardly breathe. I wanted to explain to him, tell him that we are going to have our baby soon, but each time, I saw the dead look in his eyes, all the words I have at the brink of my mouth just fell back in. I had rather he hit me real hard or give me a big and thorough scolding though none of these events happening had been my fault at all.

Many days of suffocating silence went by and as the days went by, hubby came home later and later. The deadlock between us continues, we were living together like strangers who don't know each other. I am like the dead knot in his heart.

One day, I passed by a western restaurant, looking into the glass window, I saw hubby and a girl sitting facing each other and he very lightly brushed her hair for her, I understood what it meant. After recovering from that moment of shock, I entered the restaurant, stood in front of my hubby and stared hard at him, not a tear in my eyes. I have nothing to say to him, and there is no need to say anything. The girl looked at me, looks at hubby, stands up and wanted to go, hubby stretched out his hand and stopped her. He stared back at me,challenging me.

I can only hear my slow heart beat, beating, one by one as if at the brink of death. I eventually backed down, if I had stood that any longer, I will collapse together with the baby inside me. That night, he did not come home; he had chosen to use that as a way to indicate to me:

Following mother's death so did our love for each other. He did not come home anymore after that. Sometimes, when I returned home from work, I can tell that the cupboard had been touched - he had returned to take some of his stuff. I no longer wish to call him; the initial desire to explain everything to him vanished. I lived alone; I go for my medical
checkups alone, my heart breaks again and again every time I see a guy carefully helping his wife through the physical examination. My office colleagues hinted to me to consider aborting the baby, I told them No, I will not.. I insisted onhaving this baby, perhaps it is my way of repaying mother for causing her death.

One day, I came home and I saw hubby sitting in the living room. The whole house was filled with cigarette smoke. On the coffee table, there was this piece of paper. I know what it is all about without even looking at it. In the two months plus of living alone, I have gradually learned to find peace within myself. I looked at him, removed my hat and said: "You wait a while, I will sign." He looked at me, mixed feelings in his eyes, just like mine.
As I hang up my coat, I keep repeating to myself "You cannot cry, you cannot cry..." my eyes hurt terribly, but I refused to let tears come out from there. After I hung up my coat, hubby's eyes stared fixed at my bulging tummy. I smiled, walked over to the coffee table and pulled the paper towards me. Without even looking at what it says, I signed my name on it and pushed the paper to him. "LD, are you pregnant?"

Since mother's accident, this is the first time he spoke to me. I could not control my tears any further and they fell like raindrops. I said: "Yes, but its ok, you can leave now." He did not go, in the dark, we sat, facing each
other. Hubby slowly moved over me, his tears wet the blanket. In my heart, everything seems so far away, so far that even if I sprint, I could never reach them. I cannot remember how many times he repeated "sorry" to me. I had originally thought that I would forgive him, but now I can't. In the western restaurant, in front of that girl, that cold look in his eyes, I will never forget, ever. We have drawn such deep scars in each other's heart.

For me, it's unintentional; for him, totally intentional. I had been waiting for this moment of reconciliation, but I realized now, what had gone past is gone forever and could not repeated. Other than the thought of the baby inside me that would bring some warmth to my heart, I am totally cold towards him, I no longer eat anything he buys for me, I don't take any presents from him and I stopped talking to him.
From the moment I signed on that piece of paper, marriage and love had vanished from my heart. Sometimes, hubby will try to come into the bedroom, but when he walks in, I will walk out to the living room. He had no choice but to sleep in mother's room. At night, from his room, I can hear light sounds of groaning, I kept quiet. This used to be his trick; last time, whenever I ignore him, he would fake illness and I will surrender and find out what is wrong with him, he would then grab me and laugh. He has forgotten that last time I cared for him and am concerned because there was love, but now, what is there between us? Hubby's groaning came on and off continuing but I continuously ignored him.

Almost everyday, he would buy something for the baby, infant products, children products and books that kids like to read. Bags and bags of it stacked inside his room till it is full. I know he is trying to use this to reach out to me, but I am no longer moved by his actions. He has no choice but to lock himself in his room and I can hear his typing away on his computer keyboard, maybe he is now addicted to web surfing but none of that matters to me anymore.

It was sometime towards the end of spring in the following year, one late night, I screamed because of a sudden stomach pain, hubby came rushing into the room, its like he did not change and sleep, and had been waiting for this moment. He carried me and ran down the stairs, stopped a car, holding my hand very tightly and kept wiping the sweat off my brow, throughout the journey to the hospital.

Once we reached the hospital, he carried me and hurried into the delivery suite. Lying on the back of his skinny but warmth body, a thought crossed my mind: In my lifetime, who else would love me as much as he did? He held the delivery suite door opened and watch me go in; his warm eyes caused me to manage a smile at him despite my contraction pain. Coming out of the delivery room, hubby looked at our son and me, eyes tear with joy and he kept smiling. I reached out and touched his hand. Hubby looked at me, smiling and then he slowly collapsed onto the floor. I cried out for him in pain... He smiled, but without opening that tired eyes of his... I had
thought that I would never shed any tear for him, but the truth is, I have never felt a deeper pain cutting through my body at that moment.
Doctor said that by the time hubby discovered he had liver cancer, it was already in terminal stage and it was a miracle that he managed to last this long. I asked the doctor when he first discovered he had cancer. Doctor said about 5 months ago and consoled me saying: "Prepare for his funeral."
I disregarded the nurse's objection and rushed home, I went into his room and checked his computer, and a suffocating pain hits me. Hubby's cancer was discovered 5 months ago, his groaning was real, and I had thought that... the computer showed over 200 thousand words he wrote for our son:
"Son, just for you, I have persisted, to be able to take a look at you before I fall, is my biggest wish now... I know that in your life, you will have many
happiness and maybe some setbacks, if only I can accompany you throughout that journey, how nice would it be. But daddy now no longer has that chance. Daddy has written inside here all the possible difficulties and problems you may encounter during your lifetime, when you meet with these problems, you can refer to daddy's suggestion....
Son, after writing these 200 thousand words, I feel as if I have accompanied you through life journey. To be honest, daddy is very happy. Do love your mother, she has suffered, she is the one who loves you most and also the one who loves me most..."

From play school to primary school, to secondary, university, to work and even in dealing with questions of love, everything big and small was written there. Hubby has also written a letter for me: "My dear, to marry you is my biggest happiness, forgive me for the pain I have caused you, forgive me for not telling you my illness, because I want to see you be in a joyful mood waiting for the arrival of our baby...My dear, if you cried, it means that you have forgiven me and I would smile, thank you for loving me...These presents, I'm afraid I cannot give them to our son personally, could you help me to give some of them to him every year, the dates on what to give when are all written on the packaging... "

Going back to the hospital, hubby is still in coma. I brought our son over and place him beside him. I said: "Open your eyes and smile, I want our
son to remember being in the warmth of your arms..." He struggled to open his eyes and managed a weak smile. Our son still in his arms was happily waving his tiny hands in the air. I press the button on the camera and the sound of the shutter rang through the air as tears slowly rolled down my face....

A fatal misunderstanding and the person who loves me the most in this world is gone forever..."Cruel misunderstandings one after another disrupted the blissful footsteps to our family. Our originals intend of having Mother enjoy some quiet and peaceful moments in her remaining years with us went terribly wrong as destiny's secret is finally revealed at a price, every thing became too late.".........

This is a true story.

LEARNING POINT - DO NOT EVER HOLD ON TO OFFENCES!!!
I am totally speechless, this story brought tears to my eyes as I read through each line eager to know what would happen next. It truly showed the devastating power of grudges and anger! Simple humility and communication would have resolved most of the problems in that story, as well as patience.... This story has really touched my heart and life as a whole and it has stimulated a paradigm shift. Though it is very sad, it is also very refreshing to know that from today, I can consciously start to live a life free of grudge. People please let's live a life devoid of grudge. Communication is key. Take greatest care and live on.

It tears me inside to see you this way.

Posted on 27 August 2009,4.30pm.

BLOGGER!

2009-08-25T16:56:00.004+08:00

MUST WATCH THE VIDEO ABOVE! funny =]

HELLO!
wow is been close to a week since i last update.
o well have been kind of busy lately with school and tuition stuffs.
haiz next week is prelims. OMG OMG stress la rushing to mug! hahas anyways last friday was english o'lvl oral. reading and picture was fine and as always conversation is the killer. hahas ask me if i wanted to become an enginner and he change it to designer lols and i am not e least intrested in designin,i am attracted to technology. hahas and saturday was e start of fastin month and was suppose to wake up in e morning and eat but i got e timin wrong thanks to some website so end up cookin but didnt get to eat. all i could do was to stare and smell hahas. o and it was my dear cuz birthday. here is a shoutout for u,"HAPPY BELATED 22nd BIRTHDAY KAK SRI!" eh my birthday also comin soon get ready ur gifts. even though it was only e first day of fasting before raye,i already have e mood in me and started listein to raye songs lols. and today is e fourth day of fastin and seem i doin okay and thanks to god tat my gastric didnt act up while fastin. and omg whats wrong with this blogger la. awhile ok then gone siao alr. school has been ok i guess,today had p.e wooo even though it was fastin month it didnt dampen our mood as it is our last p.e lesson before prelims then gradutation and O! so bloody fast. o well tats all folks shall update once blogger got their thing fix,kindda irriting. for the time being do take cares.

Even when you smile,i know deep inside you want to cry.

Posted on 25 August 2009,5.28pm.

BACK ON TRACK!

2009-08-13T16:05:00.000+08:00

HELLOO!
this is week was very tirin when school reopen on tues i was alr like half dead basically was draggin my feet to school. so tired like sleep is never enough. thot e mt result would be release but not it will only be release on nxt wednesday. ah well anyways juz hope i pass la prelims comin soon and i think almost prepare to face it juz wanna finish up e o's quickly a break is needed soon studies is drainin my energy. thank god i think e tuition and nite classes are workin for me. as during these classes we do revision and helped me remember back e old rusty stuff tat i had forgetten. due to these i feel e urge to study and need challenge myself to do e best and gonna use my prelims to gauge my standards. everythin had been on monatonous mode,everyday is e same old thing repeatin itself i gettin bored wif it lols. go to school, aft school classes, back home. rest then to tuition or nite classes , home and finally LALALAND e only thing i look forward everyday. weekends never seem to be long enough. i think my net and com has gone nuts past few days. or maybe it was IE8 i read forums said it sucks,always laggin any1 had e some problem? o well tats all for now. hope tomorrow will not be such a monotonous day. 30days to go till i am 17 woot! o well take care all.

By the time you realise you needed me,i might be gone.

Posted on 13 August 2009,4.30pm.

MOSH!

2009-08-10T14:09:00.003+08:00

HELLOOOO!
had fun past 2 days.
saturday went to cuz engagement party. e cuzzies meeting lols. ah so fast soon she will be gettin married eh. wonder when will be my turn hahas. e food was delicious and on e day it was my uncle birthday as well too bad he had work. well happy 47th brithday to u. um as if he will come across my blog. then aft tat went to giant tamp cause my lil sis wanted to buy a super yo-yo lols went to grandma house and head home.

sunday,yesterday dam fun la sia. since my mum only got 1 ticket for ndp so i went out wif rafie,salman,dania,diana and nabilah. MOSH AT PADANG! went to celebrate ndp wanted to watch fireworks. so head to marina square to eat dam by e time so pack alr. then wanted to go esplanade but all e road was bloack even e underground so walk ard then made out way to e padang juz in time to catch e fireworks BOOM BOOM POW! lols tho it was kindda short but it was nice not everyday got fireworks leh. aft tat wanna head back to raffles took like forever. all squeeze especially wif all indian man like at mustafa lols. kindda dumb la there is like 2 ways one to go in and 1 to go out then e other side come to our side then all jam. cause me to fall a few times lols then saw a few frens on e way and i saw suvin! so dam tired then rested to raffles then head back to marnia to chill at starbucks before headin home. lets go mosh again for countdown again guys! lols

move on to today. didnt go out cause wanted to complete my hw and got dam tuition later haix. o well tomorrow is e mt o lvl result? ah hope i get b3 and tats it bye bye to mt and i will be like 4 subjects to concentrate for o's. tats all for this post and much pictures and i'll upload a vid for those who missed e fireworks last nite dont mind e screams.(most is dania's screams) hahas take care.

I wanna...wanna hold you.

Posted on 10 August 2009,2.49.

NATIONAL DAY PARTY!

2009-08-07T16:12:00.002+08:00

A MUST WATCH VIDEO! LOLS

YOZZZ!
lols today went to school till 10.30 even tho e party was short but i think we all enjoyed it cause i know i did. shall update e pictures another time cause i dont hav any wif me ritw now. o well anyways i found out tat e school has a new OM and how i found out cause he caught me wif white socks. yes,white socks! pathetic aint it u cant wear white socks to school. might as well check ppl underwear also la. wheres e sense of freedom in this school? NONE! he told me tat he was e new om am at first i was shocked cause he looked like some NIE teacher then i had e urge of tellin him "u think i care ah?" but rather not find trouble. school gettin lamer by e day. lucky it is e last few 2 months la wanna get out of school. and nite studies yesterday was fun la e few of us didnt study spend e whole time preparin for e game today. i forget e name but it is tat u cant talk and u hav to do actions to act like e person. cause every1 is uniquely in their own ways. lols anyways something juz pop out of my mind past few days. i wanna ask u all(those who know me) what do u think of me? well i asked a couple of my frenz some says i am nice,carin,kind,helpful,funny and pratically a lil of everythin. i dont know why but it juz pop out of my mind and kept me thinkin. what do ppl actually think of me. gimme ur most honest answer even it is bad i dont mind cause every1 has their own flaws. and i juz came by a few of taio cruz songs which is nice i dont know if they are new or old but sure is nice. um should start my top 10 songs list hahas all based on my likin if u dont like it dont blame me. so e top 10 for me this week is.
1.Down-Jay Sean
2.Be With You-Akon
3.I Gotta Felling-Black Eyed Peas
4.Keep you much longer-Akon
5.Break Your Heart-Taio Cruz
6.I Just Wanna Know-Taio Cruz
7.Take Me Back-Taio Cruz
8.Fly High-Shaggy Feat Gary Pine
9.Love Game-Lady GaGa
10.So Fine-Sean Paul
hahas ok tats all folks. take cares peeps,remember to tag ya.HAPPY 44th BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!
my only homeland and will always be.

I wanna fly,fly high with you and leave this world behind.

Posted on 7 August.4.50pm.

BLOGGER BACK TO NUTS!

2009-08-04T20:02:00.000+08:00

HELLOOOS!
wow this blogger thing is gettin dam irrrtin sia. one moment okay alr another gone nuts. cant they juz fix e dam thing for once. jeez. anyways let move on. sat wanted to go amk hub to support cuz for some youth event(i dunno wat is it). o well didnt go in e end stayed at home and study lols and sun at home too juz revisin if not by e time my 2 lil sisters come home cant concentrate la sia. one keeps cryin another always need to be entertain. get me a baby cryin guide book so i can understand my lil sis cries. this is what happen when u have younger siblings. so took e chance when they r not home to study lols more peaceful. and yesterday was okay. monday always got e monday blues. i woke up and thot it was a sunday and wanted to go back to lalaland cant bare to leave e bed. e only thing to wake me up is to off my fan so i feel hot and cant sleep. nowadays juz hate mondays. imagine morning go to school,come back home for not even half an hour and i am out of e house to head for tuition till 9. by e time i reach home it will be like 10.30 basically had no proper break until i reach home at nite. i was thinkin which smartie invented e 7days per week. should make like 8 or 9 days lols 5 days school 4 days break. well but i was happy tat my dear uncle bought me a converse shoe for my birthday when he went for holiday. and monday e only lesson i look forward was V.E aka talk crap session lols. e class had a lil game and my group won. woo lols. movin on to today had P.E wish it was a subject for o lvls lols. didnt play tag rugby today so me and my other 2 frenz played badminton. played till bored cause keep missin hits and it was windy. so we played e invisible badminton. pretend we were playin like pro as if like playin tennis ran half e court.(actually it was nothin juz air)and e funny thing my teacher thot i was gonna hit her and she went like woah woah lols. ah it was fun and funny. then e whole bunch of us played takraw. o well beside tat nothin intrestin happen and i think i screwed my chem practice exam. totally forgetten abt it. this is where lucks come in as if they even exist like tat. o well fri e school celebratin national day,half-day woots. sat is cuz solemnization and sunday is e nation 44th birthday. soon the mt o'lvls result is gonna be out nxt week then it will be fastin month,prelims,my birthday,hari raya and o lvls. think time drank red bull to give it wings and fly. okay lame lols. tats all folks. take care.

I'll dance with you in the moonlight.

Posted on 4 August 2009,8.40pm.

BLOGGER IS BACK!

2009-07-31T16:36:00.001+08:00

WOOT BLOGGER IS BACK! lols
tats certainly gud news aft awhile it has gone nuts.
o well past few days has been a very very hectic.

tues-i love tuesdays lols P.E! played tag rugby similar to rugby but not so violent. um but still tat day e field was very muddy and every1 who played o well it was only 8 of us playin got all muddy shirts and pants. and mine e whole back part got mud. slide while tryin to touchdown dam fun lols and nite went to tuiton.

wed-was normal la since our mt o's is over durin mt period watch a movie. forget e tittle but it seems quite nice too bad havent finish it lols due to not enough time. results comin out soon like in 2weeks? cant wait to see if i had achive my target of B3 and in e evenin had nite maths class and patheticly only 4 of e class went it was like only me.isyanto,salman and sean. i feel tat nite classes are more condusive lesser ppl,quieter. but e other class we were in wif got distracted over a lil grasshopper lols. took a break sittin in e parade square,lookin at e stars before headin home lols.

yesterday-it was diana birthday,morning e few of us tape her table and chair together lols. everyone wished her on a piece of paper and paste it on her table. too bad tat day e uncle didnt sell egg tart ah. if not her face will be full of it hahas. and my birthday is still like a month away and its in e middle of my prelims and fastin month. -__-" always durin e exams. then in e evenin had science nite class. it was fun and i realise most ppl study at nite can concentrate better. even i study better at nite and even better with music as it pace my studyin pace.

move on to today,school was ok. pratically nothin much happen la juz more tests and homeworks given for e weekends. few more months till o's,i am not sure if i am alr prepare for it hope i am. i am afraid for my humanties, but practice makes perfect my teacher says tat he could see i am tryin hard now and if o keep it up then it shouldnt be a problem. well hope tat is e case. juz a few more months i wanna give it all i got and head to a polytechic not polyclinic ah lols. o well tats all for e update. take care earthlings.

I got a feeling for you?

Posted on 31 July 2009,5.09pm.

LIVERPOOL WINS! 5-0!

2009-07-27T16:12:00.006+08:00

HELLO!
LIVERPOOL WON SINGAPORE YESTERDAY 5-0 at that.
lols even tho i nv supported liverpool(MAN U FAN!) they played well. but it was expected tat they would win i predicted at least 3-0 lols and got 5. if you compared between liverpool and singapore team,liverpool has better team work unlike e singapore team all of them wanted to solo and score goals. although they did manage some offences and almost score a few times. e liverpool keep the triangle forward and keep passin e ball around and had good crosses. i think e weakness of e singapore team is teamwork and low spirit. they were like goin to give up aft e first goal lols but good effort. o and movin to F1,poor thing,Felipe Massa,hes in hospital aft a spring frm another car hit his head cause him to concuss and hit tire barrier. so sad hope he recover soon. anyways i would like to azreen for entertain me when i was sick at home doin nothin last week lols. we talked craps and abt memories of e past. how funny if i were to think back la. so azreen thank you for being a good friend. um and over e weekends i actually studied and manage to complete all my 8 assignments. i myself,couldnt believe can manage tat hahas. o well gotta get ready for tuition for now and below are picures frm be yourself day cum racial harmony day. c ya and take cares all.

The bridge between us is a rainbow.

Posted on 27 July 2009,4.46pm.

BLOGGER?

2009-07-24T14:52:00.004+08:00

HELLO
um something with blogger not its usual self. well update another time then. take cares.

Updated: o well come back to give update lols seriously i think something is wrong wif blogger or is it only me?
can't post pictures and i cant change my font colours. anyways had nothin to do. so went to change my blog template. it was a hassle wif all e codes and need to find a nice template. well i picked this as i think it was simple but yet nice. um this week had been a very hectic week. thank goodness for e weekends. anyways on tues we had be yourself/racial harmony day. wear home clothes to school like for once per yr lols. o well aft tat went to sk post office to pick up a letter. a fren told me it close at 6 i reached there at 5.20 it close alr. so made a wasted trip. went to compass to meet ex bata workmates and to buy my stuffs and backed home. wed had mt o lvl mt listenin compre. it was dam tricky hopefully i get full marks aft tat i went to e post office to pick up e later i didnt get earlier. um yesterday aft school went home change and went out to send some items before mettin isyanto as i was nearby so went to buy dinner and went to school had our first night class. it was kind of fun studyin at nite in school lols then finish at 9 walked home wil salman been a long time since i walk frm/to school. and we talk abt childhood memories like when i first shift to sengkang e road we were walkin was not even open yet. time do really fly. and did you guys watch PRISON BREAK last nite?! dam last episode sia i want more! lols and today was suppose to have our pratice exam elective paper aft school but majority of e class didnt go lols. its friday was suppose to come back aft prayers like wth so lazy to go back school. and i didnt even study for it and skipped tonite human nite class fear seein e teacher lols. sure e class gonna get a gud tounge lashin nxt week. o well tats all for the updated part.

Posted on 24 July 2009,3pm.
Updated on 24 July 2009,7.30pm.

SICK!

2009-07-17T11:49:00.002+08:00

HELLO!
ye i didnt go school for today,still sick.
well yesterday when when i go school i felt normal no sickness nor fever. even i took my temperature i got no fever. well it took a change aft recess. i become tired,warm and was draggin my footsteps. then aft school had phy pratice exam tats was when my body started to shutdown. i couldnt think. i was afraid tat i had h1n1 cause i basically had all e symptoms: fever,sorethroat,cough,tiredness,bodyache and flu. aft tat went home called my parents and they told me to go polyclinic. change and dragged my foot to sengkang polyclinic. when i reach there they took my temperature and it was super high 39.2! e nurse then retook again but it remain e same. sat there and waited for my turn. and i saw e boy frm e okto sketch book show didnt know his name. aft my number was called,met e doctor and she told me to worry not swine flu but if i dont not feel any better by tuesday come back. and she gave me 6 days mc. went to play and get my medicine and dragged myself back home. reach home, i juz went to sleep. i dont feel hungry but force myself to eat. when i sms my teacher tat i wont be comin to school he was surprise cause when i went to school he said i didnt look sick. ah juz wanna get well soon. my head keep spinin. o well tats all for e update. take care and dont fall sick like me lols.

Still waiting.

Posted on 17 July 2009,12.17pm.

MT O'LVL ORAL!

2009-07-14T17:00:00.006+08:00

HELLOOOO!
today had my mt o'lvl oral! topic:healthy food. when i was given e passage i read it like 3 times and thot to myself it was simple but then when i sat infront of them out of sudden my mind went blank as if i havent seen e passage and i think i screw e convesation lols lots of hiccups. e first ques went out smoothly then e second ques stuck me and i totally didnt know what e teacher was askin lol i was huh? can explain? aft her explaintion i continue only to go out of point lols till she repeated e ques again then i go AHHH! o well juz hope i did okay. and yesterday i was late for school,hp batt went dead alarm clock didnt ring and i think my dad purposely woke me up late. -_-" for being half hour late i got 2hrs detention. was suppose to serve aft school but had pratice exam postponed to tomorrow but i think i cant be bothered to go. it was hectic yesterday paper finish at 4 and rushed home change then went out for tution. but gotta love V.E lessons dam funny la. theses days classes aft classes,tests and exams. soon i am gonna blow up. and yes aft e long wait i finally watched transformers. it was kindda funny but lots of action and was wonderin how come they slowed down during megan fox running hahas anyways i think i would be almost ready to sit for o'lvls cause all my tests i keep passin except for humanties lols but i figured out a solution to tat. haha study smart not work hard. o well tats all folks, take care. and watch e vid below! funny!

Be my dream girl.

Posted on 14 July 2009,5.23pm.

SORE THROAT!

2009-07-08T16:49:00.003+08:00

YES!
e title says it all i got sore throat! my throat feels very dry like cant even swallow my own saliva.um tis is my first post for july hahas. ah school has been fine except yesterday ah kena caught of long hair. as a matter of fact only my back hair is long. school is weird like before e mt tounge o 'lvls paper i had dam long hair(my fringe can touch my upper lip) but they didnt catch lols. well e new dm which is my chem teacher took my name down n told me to cut my hair. but was dam busy yesterday school ended 3+,rushed home,ate and gotta rush for tution class. so i didnt have time to cut my hair told uncle to trim it for me. but he trim abit only cause scare later i look like some gonggong boy lols. so went to school and didnt report to him. gonna cut my hair later. o well since school reopen i think my homework is stackin up back. mt oral on nxt tues hope by e time sore throat is gone,i wonder how am i gonna do it. pray tat e conversation topic is a easy one.nxt 2 weeks nite classes startin but only 30 students are allowed to come tats like only 30 students out of 6 classes! like only 1 class are allowed to come. wth rather do self study sia. i rather study at some void deck cause at home to many distraction like tis com. argh 3 more moths to go,lets count down to 11/11/2009,3pm last paper! lets make a list on what i wanna do aft O's:
1.holiday
2.dye my hair
3.have fun - FREEDOM!
4.buy contact lens
5.find a job tat pays more than $6/hr
um too much too list out hahas. lols well tats all for update. take care ppl dont fall sick.

Scream my lungs out to get to you.

Posted on 8 July 2009,5.10pm.

100TH POST!

2009-06-30T17:57:00.005+08:00

HELLO EARTHLINGS!
this is my blog 100th post woot!
yesterday was first day of school aft e june holidays and i thot i was late cause they close e back gate and had to walk all e way ard to e front gate to "scan" us it wasnt much of scannin juz like ask ques "u sick?","been to anywhere?" blabla.. i tell u it was kindda chaotic time table got messed up,some teachers late for class cause they change e time table a few times as they didnt want us to crowd in e canteen durin recess so frm 2 recess now got 4! i felt it was not a gud start lols and i got my o lvls mt oral time table as well it is on 14 July! but i think e class did enjoy e ve lesson haha dam funny la. wats unique abt my class is we can link any type of topics related to sex n stuffs lols i think i influence them hahas. o well aft school me,salman n isyanto got chased out of school while waitin for a fren to finish his lunch. they didnt let us to stay back in school to mix ard,scared got swine flu. hahas and last nite while i goin home aft tution i had to wait for a 4th bus to board as e first 3 busses was full like wtf.i almost got fed-up and wanna cab home. lucky i got patience. um today was ok first period p.e! ah missed p.e for a couple of times cause everytime p.e sure got somethin like events n stuffs. ah june has past and got like 3-4months till o's dam fast. teacher told us to start our engine and put to full gear lols. but some of my frenz say they lost e key then cant start lols i think i need to jump start my engine. i have started preparin but i think not tat ready yet cause i have a feelin to juz wanna get over e exams and be over wif it. cant wait to take cruise aft my o's e only thing i look forward to lols i sacrifice lots of time juz to prepare for e o's. feel like juz wanna unwind now and not think of studies for awhile. ah o well tats for this post. u earthling readers better tag cause i e visitors numbers has past 5000 and yet seldom ppl tag as if ghosts are e ones readin my blog lols. k shall end here take care peeps. - how does e swine flu spread? by air pork! hahas

Don't stand there,say nice things to me.

Posted on 30 June 2009,6.25pm.

2 MORE DAYS!

2009-06-26T18:55:00.002+08:00

HELLOOOOO!

argh school reopenin in 2 more days and moe didnt extend it -_-" crap la i was only startin to enjoy it.everyday wake up late haiz... o and Michael Jackson has pass away today at age 50 R.I.P love ur music and ur moon walk ah. anyways nothin much happen went out to celebrate 66th of my grandfather birthday and father's day and went out wif frenz. for my grandfather birthday we went KTM the malaysia in singapore food was ok but i like e sccenry peaceful and like oldies wif e trains. as for father day we went to east coast to relax and play wif e sand lols been awhile since i went to e beach, played e swaveboard and head to lau pa sat for dinner um gotta love e stingray. lols um yesterday had ss practice exams and i didnt know till i read a message on my fren fb, n my form teacher called and reminded me last nite to come for history paper juz now. teacher call like doin survey lols ask got do homework,go other countries and blabla see june holidays teachers also so free lols. holidays lazy to open my books to study but force myself to do it and sit and study for at least 4hrs tat include e countless breaks i had. and i still havent watch TRANSFORMERS because someone had last minute arrangements! *i gonna crack ur head lols* my fren told me all e cinemas r booked till sat and i wont watch it online! so today aft e practice exams went to hougang mall wif frenz to eat breakfast n chill at kfc then got bored walked ard,decided to play arcade unfortunately the houngang mall timezone wont allowed us as they knew we frm school wif school pants lols. didnt know durin e holidays cant play arcade even in school pants so head to compass instead lols and there they allow us in some strange policy time zone got. played awhile went for prayers and back home. o and while waitin at e bus stop near e mosque, a bus driver with a empty bus didnt see us standin at e road side flaggin and he juz zoomed off cause probably new bus driver or because there was no shelter so he didnt notice and tis pak cik started grumblin funny moments. ah o well tats all for e update. take care people.

Sometimes i wonder if you really meant what you said.

Posted on 26 June 2009,7.27pm.

INTENSIVE OVER! =]

2009-06-13T16:14:00.002+08:00

HELLO!
woot intensive is over! well was yesterday hahas...left wif like 2 weeks of june holidays before school reopen. um let me recalled if anythin happen past few days. ah yes thursday went to downtown,sakura for dinner wif cuz, thx kak sri for e treat. ah it was so much fun even it was for a short while,i enjoyed it. was laughin mad abt e jokes,till others looked at us. hahas wanna go out wif u guys again ah. um yesterday friday,aft intensive,homed, did nothin was hungry so i took out some garlic bread and heat it in e mircowave but i heat it up for too long and now e whole kitchen smell burn hahas but no worries there was no fire nor explosion juz smell burn. ah today did nothin woke up,showered juz stare at e com,watch vids and play facebook games and learn how to make my com faster,cause it is like laggin.

if u got a laggy com follow this steps:
1. got get a CCleaner,it helps gurrented no virus
2. defrag ur c drive using Disk Defragmenter and disk clean-up(under start,all programs,accessories,system tools)
3. how to increase ur virtual memory on ur com.
4.right click on ur "My Computer"
5.click "Properties"
6.click "Advanced"
7.under performance click its settings
8. click "Advanced"
9.under virtual memory,click "Change"
10.custom size,change the intial size and maximum size(take note of ur old size just in case)
11. RESTART to take effect
12. TADA!

Virus,worms & spy-ware troubles
1.every com should have a anti-virus but if urs is old and no longer can update.
2.go to mircosoft.com and download windows defender(free & useful)
3.it will block,prevent and remove most viruses.
4.for spyware use spybot search and destroy(its free,useful)
5.use yahoo anti-virus protection(free as well) but it wont remove just block
6.if e virus is till there what i do manually track and remove it(WARNING: not for those who dont really know well,cause u might be delete some of the com keys.)
7. the best if u can get norton anti-virus the best and save u all this hassle.

Internet Speed
1.if u got slow internet speed and wanna go faster this is for u
2.test ur internet speed at http://www.speedtest.net/
3.download TCP Optimzer
4.adjust the speed
5.reboot system
6.then test ur speed again it should be faster.

Download? NAH, CONVERT!
1.i bet most people download songs using limewire or some other P2P wares.
2.and i am warning u stop doin tat! hahas most ppl are caught downlaodin by thses softwares and some even hav virus.
3.what i do is convert frm youtube.
4.copy the url of the video,you want to convert.(make sure it is a gud vid wif clear sounds)
5. go to thesewebsites:http://www.youtubehack.net/(my fav), http://mediaconverter.org/index.php , http://convertmytube.com/ choose one
6.paste the url and choose e format you want it to be.
7.and TA DA! ENJOY!

Online Movies
1.cant afford to go to the cinema or no time? WATCH ONLINE!
2.go to the website (no virus) http://www.free-tv-video-online.info/
3.get ur popcorn,coke,sit back and enjoy.

Shutdown Faster
1.click start,run
2.type "regedit"
3.go local machine
4.system
5.current control set
6.control
7.double click WaitToKillServices
8.change the value data
9. i havent tried but proved to be working

wow seriously i thitnk i got nothin better to do. ah nvm i help u guys out wif the com troubles.
i am a com freak so feel free to ask any ques or if u need help. this is wat happen when i got nothin to i got ard e internet lookin for information hahas. ah tats all for now. woo i like sean kingston song Change. k take care people.

I wish,i had the power to change the world but i am just one man trying to do it on my own.

Posted on 13 June 2009,5.25pm.

SCI PRATICAL

2009-06-09T17:24:00.002+08:00

HHHHEEEEELLLLOOOOOOO!

um had nothin to do thot give a lil update.

pratically nothin much happen past few days. had school,back home and juz stone. lols i had nothin to do tat yesterday i watched a documentary abt bermuda triangle,watched Night At The Museum 2. haha life now is bored. um yesterday didnt had tution so visited my foster parents ah its been awhile since i visted them. they were happy to see me. tis week e last week of june intensive. woot dread wakin up in e mornin,everytime my fone ring for e alarm clock i keep pressin snooze lols then tats when my dad keep knockin on my door to wake me up. tomorrow is my sci practical and i dun even know anythin wats more need to report at 7.45am then will not be allowed to leave till 12 -_-" aft intensive i wanna go out! still havent go out wif my cuz,friends. go swimin,bowlin,movies and many more. o yes something funny happen abt last week when i was walkin,i saw my fren so i wave at him but there was a girl between us so e girl thot i was wavin at her and she waved back and smile then keep lookin at me while walkin away lols. um should ask for her number then lols (shes quite pretty). & before i forget i would like to wish a very HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY TO ASHIQIN! o well tats all fer e update.... stay tune for more. take care people. =]

I just need your love to pump my heart.

KEEPING THE BASS ALIVE!

Posted on 9 June 2009,5.50pm.

MATI,MATI TENTU MATI!

2009-05-28T16:51:00.004+08:00

HELLLLLLOOOOO!

wow e week went by so fast and mt intensive had ended. today was e last day of mt intensive! woott!! JUNE HOLIDAYS! NOT! lols mt o lvls nxt monday and i got school for e followin 2 weeks for intensive and practice exams. geez when will it even end. i got my overall mid-yr result which was horrid! and tomorrow is parent meetin and i am not even sure if my dad is comin if not i wont get my result slip. think dad gonna freak out i only pass 2/5 of e subjects dam i was hopin for 3 subs lols dam y did i hav to fail my eng by a few marks.lols um if i pass my june mt o i am down to 4 subs left and pray i pass them. o well hope nothin happen tomorrow hahas if not my dad will give his lecture. o well i wanna improve studyin so wont be bloggin so often nowadays. tryin to stay away frm e computer! o and singapore had her first case of h1n1 by a smu/ntu(dont know which U) student frm new york. hope she is alright and it wont spread in singapore. and why did MAN UTD LOSE??!!! argh 2-0 at tat y was giggs and ronaldo doin in e forward it was suppose to be rooney! bad startin line-up. wonder y they took e risk if not they could had won! ah o well wat is done cant be undone juz hav to learn frm mistakes. o well tats all for e post. though i may not be updatin often tat dosent mean i am stopin bloggin so do make sure to ready updates and especially dont forget to tag. had so many unknown vistors who juz come and go without taggin. k alright peeps take cares,stay healthy,enjoy ur june holidays and to those who are takin their mt papers nxt week gud luck,we would need it.

Wondering if she's thinking about me.

Posted on 28 May 2009,5.19pm.

INTENSIVE

2009-05-20T16:52:00.003+08:00

HELLOS
um today i think was e best mt lesson every conducted so far. e lesson is fun,e teacher is kind and especially dosent pressure us. i like e way she conduct e lesson. aint borin, i assure u wont fall asleep in her class. ah well today whole day was mother tounge intensive nothin but pure mother tounge. her class didnt felt borin at all and like time pass quickly unlike when u r in some borin class and time is very slow. o well aft school nothin to do, surfin e net n i didnt know tat i had a tagged acc lols. it was very bare,no pics,nothin at all so i juz added some pic,did some editin. um o well nothin much to write juz tat i am eatin nutella out of e jar. alright take care peeps.

Addicted to Mad Tv.

Posted on 20 May 2009,5.25pm.

DISAPPOINTED & SOON DEAD!

2009-05-19T16:07:00.002+08:00

HELLO EARTHLINGS!

ah today juz got some papers of e mid-yr & i think i screwed it badly. i was expectin to pass at least 4 sub but i think i might only pass 2 or 3 if a miracle happen. & if tat happens it wont be tat great. i was dissapointed when i got my SS paper dam,for e first time i studied hard for it and still failed markin was strict all over my paper was e word "VAGUE" too much details? i juz wrote wat i remember frm readin notes. well only 1 person pass and tat was by 1 mark. my maths is a goner, need to revive it back alive. eng was also another disappointment haiz was expectin a pass as it was my forte sub as i thot so but guess not now. my sci i juz manage to pass due to e difficult chem mcq which pull down my marks. hope i dun fail my malay o god hope i pass. but at least durin e eng papers release e teachers showed us some of the stupid mistakes we made durin e letter writin which was funny lols. when we were suppose to write our own address,i wrote a random aus address. we were suppose to write abt our school but my fren wrote to encourage to go to other school lols and another we were suppose to write in freindly tone so my fren wrote "Hey uncle,how have you been? Did you remove your mole yet?" hahas remove ur mole very freindly tone indeed. well i think we needed tat to remove the tension. and meet-the-parents-meetin in nxt fri! god i think most parents gonna get angry,um gonna hav a long tounge lashin frm my parents,maybe a gud spankin as well? hahas... o well today i went to school juz to attend 4 periods=2hrs lols either i dun take e subs or my teacher didnt come. and tomorrow is mt intensive for 1 week ah!!! then fri is e parent meetin then aft tat is MT O LVLS 1st JUNE!! dam fast sia juz wish i could turn e clock back to when i was in sec 1 or 2,life was carefree & got gud grades. o well like they say time flies when u are happy,if only there was a restart,rewind,pause or stop button for time. o well tats all folks. take care peeps e swine flu is juz across e border in malaysia. shall end here for now.

When The World Comes Down.

Posted on 19 May 2009,4.53pm.

MID-YR IS OFFICIALY OVER!

2009-05-15T12:14:00.004+08:00

HEEELLLOOO!

YES,MID-YR EXAMS ARE OVER!

not the big"O's" yet

but but.......i think i am so dead as i think i goin to fail alr had a bad feelin abt maths cause leave so many blanks. hopefully i would like to pass e rest of my subjects. but eng alr had a bad news only 1 out of my whole class pass paper 2 compre which is baadddd! my god cause e compre was so easy and e ques was so straight forward how come only 1 person pass sia? o well on tues and wed had no school. did nothin useful at all lols o wait i went for tution on tues so tat was useful hahas... yesterday went to school juz to pick up notes on e ques tat will come our for today mcq paper. aft hang ard hougang before headin home. me and Salman took bicycles to go home(borrowed frm fren). changed and head out to vivo/harbourfront wif Salman. got nothin to do,was bored and we were also on mission to look my cap. Rafie told it was a harbourfront but e designs werent tat nice and he told me another shop but me and Salamn could not find it dam. went frm first to third floor,turn round and round still cant find,gave up we went to vivo. walk ard aimlessly. went to topman got sales nice tops and pants but no caps lols. walked ard hop into ripcurl and yes! we got e cap. nice design and cheap as it was a last piece got 20% discount. and i could forget my atm pin number lols took serveral tries till i got it right lols then we were not done. wanted to eat but could not find a atm. walked back to harbaur front,withdraw went to subway. tis is e funny part. cause i think i only ate subway like once,and i dunno how to order lols,i thot i was liek orderin at any fast food. here's e conversation between me and e auntie servin.

AUNTIE: Yes,can i help?

ME:I want the $5.90 set.

AUNTIE:What bread you want?

ME: bread?! what bread? (was thinkin gradiner bread or sumthin)

AUNTIE: bread la

ME: ah gimme e normal one.

AUNTIE: boy,look at e menu and pick the type of bread you want and choose the fillin also.

then another guy serve me and e cashier i dun understand wat they were sayin. so i juz said put everything la and paid e amount i see. lols ah so now i know how to order lols. ordered,eat and chill abit me and Salman was talkin abt where we gonna propose,when u gonna get married. i saw e cable car and said e cable car la romantic,in mid air lols as long dun jam like e singapore flyer can alr lols. then headed home aft tat. o and yes inside e mrt we saw a indian man,who is seated nxt to caucasian lady. and he was like takin chances to take a sneek-peek on u know wat lols...............hahas o well tats all for e update. and have u guys tried my new facebook quiz,i assure u it is harder than e first one cause everyone pass e first one. if u havent then go like nnnnnnnnnnnnnnoooooooooooowwwwwwwwwww. take care ppl.

Do Your Chain Hang Low?

Posted on 15 May 2009,12.50pm.

HAPPY 1 YEAR OLD TO BLOGGY!

2009-05-11T14:28:00.005+08:00

BLOG IS 1 YR OLD!

been busy past week studyin for my last few papers.

um last friday had only 1 paper and lasted for abt 1hr+ it was still early to go home.so i went to eat breakfast wif some frenz at punggol. we kept talkin abt e comedy show Army Daze,it make it look like fun to go army. as if i cant wait to lols. e road to becomin a man. but then y some man died in e army,my guess singaporeans are pampered and they cant get used to e tough life in e army,which i guess was not tat tough if not everyone die in e army alr lols aft tat went jammin at Azhar house till late afternoon. Saturday was vesak day,so happy vesak day to all!and it was also bloggy 1 year old how time flies.and on tat day went to a few weddin. e deco was nice,but e food was so-so guess they spend to much on deco to be bothered abt food lols. and yesterday was mother's day or was it sat? i totally forgot abt it,they keep sayin mother's day but i was lost on when lols anyways wishin all mothers a HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY! today no school woot but tomorrow got maths paper 2 -_-". but then i only to come for school tomorrow and thurs wee... oo mas selamat has been captured! but they cought him for like 1 month ago then they anncounce to public,they caught him on 1 april,um could he be some joker tryin to act like mas selamat as it was april fools day lols. he actaully manage to swin across to jb,should let him join e olympics,maybe can win medal hahas. o well tats all e update. stay tune and take care folks.

KEEPING THE BASS ALIVE!

Posted on 11 May 2009,2.50pm.

SOCIAL STUDIES & MATHS1!

2009-05-04T15:23:00.006+08:00

HELLOOO EARTHLINGS! I COME IN PEACE! V
sounds as if i am a alien hehe.. its my first post for may! o well nothin much happen over e weekends. parents went out and i choose to stay at home to "study" for my mid-yr lols well i did study abit ok! um today paper was social studies and maths paper 1. today one thing i learn tat i cant absorb things into my head at e very last min cause i will forget e nxt minute. short term memory loss eh? and for e first time i was so confident in doin my ss lols hav e feelin i will pass it but not so sure for maths i got a bloody migraine aft e recess it spin my head right round,right round! o wait tats e flo rida song lols. e first part of e paper was kinda easy and half way. e migraine got worse like a feelin u wanna smash ur head against e wall with a hammer. wonder if it works? and last week i had e worse migraine ever,i skip meals and lock myself in e room like some kind emo kid lols ah muz be stress or is it i was hot juz. and e weather is gettin really hot. even aft rainin it is still hot OMG! e effects of global warming. talkin abt global warmin i guess its too late to save earth now, e damage had been done.u cant fix e ozone layer,it is a continous effect. those who learnt chemistry should know. o well tomorrow is my mt paper,been waitin for it. lols k tats all for tis post. take care earthling, i shall be goin of to my planet Saturn,u can find me there in AlifVille.(ah must be migraine causin me to abit crazy.) PEACE OUT!

KEEPING THE BASS ALIVE!

Posted on 4 May 2009,3.50pm.

WHY WE THUGS

2009-04-29T16:27:00.003+08:00

Hellos..woo it is my 90th post lols

i am here for a lil update been busy wif tution on mon and tues so didnt update. o well yesterday i scored 20/20 for my mt listenin compre which only a few got full marks and most r those weaker in mt. ah i guess my mt teacher gave me tat motivation,perhaps tats was his only way for me to excel in mt. he called tat "work smart not work hard" well since i kindda weak in paper2 then i gotta make full use of my oral,listenin compre and paper 1 at least if i pass them i can secure at least a passin grade. on mon i started goin for tution. since left a few months till o's i wanna go all out and need to pass all my 5 sub in order to go poly. haiz tomorrow mid-yr english paper hope i can maintain my eng result or improve. today school was ok i guess,nothin much happen juz normal except tat my eng teacher read out my friend essay which i felt amazing on how he wrote his eulogy, he only wrote abt himself but it was totally amazing. and wats wif imeem all e songs only got 30sec preview. well shall end my post here and happy good friday in advance. wee no school -_-" take cares all.

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Posted on 29 April 2009.4.50pm.

NYP!!

2009-04-24T12:56:00.004+08:00

HELLO!!!

um this is week has been a great week i guess. nothin bad happen.

ah yes,yesterday had a seminar on poly,jc education. life aft secondary school. woot cant wait eh,feelin so envious lols. me and some of my frenz went to help to set up e seminar,guidin e guests and e set up. well everthing was fine until e five of us were restin at e canteen wif no one and then e dm walked past and look at us and our socks(we were suppose to wear black socks). and Salman sittin in e middle was e only one wearin black socks and e 4 of us wore white socks. and he said to Salman," Salman,u better ask ur frenz who is wearin white socks to put on black socks tomorrow or i will put their socks in their mouths." lols e four of us was like laughin cause he pretend as if we were not there. had seminar frm all e five poly,mdis,shatec. i found SP is kinda cool but it is like far and like harder to get in cause of e cut of point. still i wont change my mind which is nyp. then in e afternoon went to nyp for a taste of e poly life and e infocomm security course is cool lols. and they were havin their cca fair,variety of ccas to choose. and aft tat was suppose to meet my cuz and sis they juz started schoolin but they went off without me,in e end didnt meet and went home like very near think took like 20-30mins only. today e assembly was cool it was abt beat boxin. reminds me of my pri school days when i was b-boy or sort of in e group hahas. o well tats all for e update gotta get ready to go a freind bbq. take care all. gonna leave u with this quote "With the power of the heart,one can create limitless miracles."

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Posted on 24 April 2009,1.25pm.

BINTANG!

2009-04-17T15:06:00.003+08:00

HELLOOO
nothin much to update today juz tat e show during assmebly was very intresting. & yes not forgetin e VP who fell while goin up e stage well it was kindda funny any everyone laugh lols and some of e teachers join in e performance & they unleash their child in them or crazy lols. anyways school hav more of this kind of assembly. o and juz found e song i been lookin for is is Bintang - Air as indo/malay song well me and my bestfriend used to sing it while we were kids lols. bring back e old memories hahas... o well tats all for now. take care ppl.

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Posted on 17 April 2009,3.30pm.

bintang - air

BOOM BOOM POW!

2009-04-16T16:02:00.003+08:00

HELLLOOO!

um so far school has been fine. exspecially tues and yesterday i had like many free periods

xtra classes and more hw keep comin in. um i predict tats e bad news was goin to be yesterday but nothin happen at all so it muz be later or tomorrow. i wonder y e teachers has high expections of us. well anyways morning like some of my classmates got caught for long hair and i also got caught but when e dm ask me to stand aside i pretend i didnt hear anythin and juz walk off haha.. those caught got an open suspension? lols juz for long hair. school become like some sort of prison this can't,that can't. haiz lucky tis would be my final yr. pass my O and head to NYP where my sis and cuzzies is it in and also cause their main course is mostly abt IT. woo i juz found out tat comin tis 22 July there will be a solar eclipse frm 8.40am to 9.40am. & hav u guys heard e black eyed peas new hottest song Boom Boom Pow,got catchy tunes so go listen. um let me make my top10 playlist:

1.The Middle - Jimmy Eat World

2.Beautiful - Akon

3.Dead & Gone - T.I feat Justin Timberlake

4. Boom Boom Pow - Black Eyed Peas

5.How Do You Sleep - Jesse McCartney

6.It's Over - Jesse McCartney

7.Secret Valentine - We The Kings

8.Gives You Hell - The All-American Rejects

9.Right Round - Flo Rida

10.You Found Me - The Fray

ok tats all for e post. take care ppls.

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Posted on 16th April 2009, 4.34pm.

HOW DO YOU?

2009-04-13T15:08:00.002+08:00

HELLOOO!

been busy last week or so.

um thursday went to cathay wif e "Power Rangers" and some other frenz to watch Fast & Furious 4 well it was ok hot cars and girls lols it is like e guys frm fast and furious 1 to 3 all inside but e main char in tokyo drift was not in it. while waitin for e movie to start went to eat dinner at dhoby ghaut xchange. they when we came in e movie has alr started think we missed a few mins aft tat chill at plaza sing and came home early tired. then friday went to Vivo wif family. saturday went to birthday party. sunday was suppose to go to a weddin but i choose to stayed at home to do my hw which is like stackin but i manage to clear it. school is ok today though i was abit to get up frm my bed in e mornin and my teacher said somethin tats made my heart skip a beat lols ah i can sense something bad is going to happen tis week and hope it don't come true, o plz lols *cross-fingers* well mid-yr is comin soon ah time flies so fast soon it will be e big O's gotta buck up. hope i can acheive my target 18 points! um was thinkin of changin my blog skin/layout or watever u call it. well shall end my post here. take cares ppl.

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Posted on 13 April 2009,3.30pm.

2 DAYS NO SCHOOl!

2009-04-08T16:44:00.001+08:00

HELLOS EARTHLINGS!

um this week has been fine,kinda gud actually. tommorow and friday no school! woot!monday had nafa test but it was rainin i pass everthing except e pull-up instead of e usually pull-up bars it was replaced by a another bar i couldnt even pull myself up lols but i set e record in my class for doind 51 sit ups in 1mins i think (well almost e whole class didnt bother to attend so i did e most) tuesday aft school went to fren house to transfer some things juz as i came back home i father ask him to help him set-up his new office and didnt came home until abt 11. haiz well today nothin much happen,aft school back home. well nothin much to post actually. tomorrow goin to watch Fast And Furious 4! lols and um i wanna get some items by end of this yr! well hopefull wanna start saving.

1.MacBook

2.Nikon D90

3.Playstation3

well tats all folks take cares! and happy good friday!

Posted on 8 April 2009,5.00pm.

KEEPING THE BASS ALIVE!

DARE TO DREAM!

2009-04-04T12:52:00.001+08:00

Hellos!

here's a lil update. past few days was fine,except for something tragic happened. but other than tat it was great, went jammin aft school on wed and thurs.friday we got release early. got lots of hw to do recently,haiz stress. i wonder wat do we learn now does it apply to ur life later? then i also had my own dreams i want to acheive get a nikon camera and set on a journey ard e world, discoverin e world nature and to capture it on my camera,sell e pics to make money and to help ppl in poverty. if tat would not happen then i wanna invent something tat will change e world for e better. lols i think tat is what my goal in life is as my passion only involve camera and technology.well tats all for now,take cares.

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Posted on 4 April 2009,1.11pm.

PICTURES & EARTH HOUR!

2009-03-30T16:31:00.000+08:00

JUMP!

Kak agnotti cuz

Sarah cuz

Nadia cuz

Regnard cuz

Adek Shamirul cuz

Cuz eatin at bk

Kak Eja cuz

WE ARE FLYING!

shush~~

Me wif Kak Sri cuz

PRESENTING! "POWER RANGERS!" lols

Break,on the way to malacca

musical nite

HELLOS!

back for a short update and more pictures to add colours to my dead blog.um sat went to espalande for e EARTH HOUR! um took part in holdin e candles at e singapore flyer and went for a concert. it was okay but i dun think singapore is really prepared for e earth hour as when e clcok strikes 8.30 and most of e lights are still on except for e flyer and some hotels. but e concert was great should go there. went home almost 1am was so tired as soon my head touches e pillow i fell asleep lols. um tats all now for some pictures. tats all folks take cares,update soon.

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Posted on 30 March 2009.4.54pm.

SCREAM OUT LOUD!

2009-03-27T16:22:00.001+08:00

random shot during e cuz outin

hellos people!

miss me? sure u do!

today school sux bad. got railed by my mt teacher but i guess hes not to be blame and durin e school assembly had a talk abt classical music by some radio station. it was kindda boring and i fell asleep,then i woke up cause got e urge to go to toilet and e DM was lookin at me ask me to come out. still in a state of confusion,i was like"huh? u callin me ah?" till my fren told me hes callin me lols me and e guy sat nxt to me also fell asleep we were told to run ard e school to help us keep awake. i was thinkin is he for real or am i still sleepin? hahas unfortunately it was e reality, i wasnt dreamin. well nothin much happen pratically took our class photo today and tomorrow got class haiz... times flies and O are comin soon first paper on 1st JUNE,MT! how e heck i improve my malay? besides reading cause i dont know e boombastic words lols currently i am tryin to listen to malay songs and e only band i am listenin to is Peterpan. i'm gonna pass my malay and prove it to my mt teacher i could do it cause he practically gave up on me but i'm not goin to give up on myself cause i need to pass all my 5 subjects to head to poly hopefully. i was bored so i made a facebook acc,totally diff frm friendster. add me on it! well tats all folks. stay tune for more updates or not! lols

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Posted on 27 March 2009,4.40pm.

GRADUATION TRIP!

2009-03-23T14:38:00.000+08:00

hellos! back for updates! last week was a very tiring week.

MONDAY,TUESDAY- extra classes.

WEDNESDAY-C.I.P and cuz outing

THURSDAY,FRIDAY-malacca graduation trip.

SATURDAY-slept whole day

SUNDAY-grandma birthday.

the C.I.P was fun i guess,i think if i didnt know tat they are deaf or mute ppl i would think they are normal ppl. it was a successful event and my group won e most well liked game which is floorball. hehe didnt expect such a simple game tat they would enjoy it so much. aft the c.i.p went out wif the "POWER RANGERS" lols and i treat them to joe's corner which served uber delicious chicken rice espeically the chilli. so ya aft tat went home to get change to get ready to go out wif my cuzzies to marina square and ahem i was late for almost an 1hr tat i actually cause them to miss e movie lols. decided to play bowling but i was full so booked 2 lanes and off to play pool while waitin for our turn for e lanes,while e younger cuzzies went to play arcarde. admit it i am not so gud at pool but ask me to play bowlin i am kinda gud at it. hehes aft tat ate dinner at bk and watched a movie RACE TO THE WITCH MOUNTAIN which ended ard 12+am and we still can pose and take pics at e bridge. lucky i caught e last train and LRT. back home only caught abt 3-4hrs of sleep woke up and got ready to go malacca. malacca was fun i guess especially when at e hotel lols too many funny things happen i even had a "scandal" hahas dam fun. i was eager to go home cause miss my bed but also at e same time didnt wanna leave juz yet lols felt like 2 days was kindda short. backed home ard 11 and went to sleep on till saturday lols. sunday was my grandma birthday went to sakura at downtown, it smelt like toilet when it juz open i tell u. lols stinks! aft tat went shoppin at tampines mall. reached home feel asleep and phoof it is monday back to school. -_-" and homeworks are stackin up and more are comin. e march holiday totaly didnt felt like a holiday. and ye to someone i am sorry but tis juz aint e right time now,hope u understand. school today was fine i guess, i am tryin very hard concentrate in school,studies and i guess it works lols. so tats all for e post atm got no pics to post cause e pics r wif my cuz n frenz, will post it once i got it. i shall end my post here,take cares ppl.

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Posted on 23 March 2009,3.12pm.

80TH POST!

2009-03-13T15:09:00.000+08:00

MY FAVE SHOT! lols

HELLOS!

update is here yo and its my 80th post! lols

tuesday trip to Pulau Semakau was ok nothin much there and not much ppl too. i thot it was smelly there but it smell nothin cause all e rubbish there has been burned to ashes, the smeely part is where e rubbish at incenration plant where they r burned to smalled substances. the boat ride was fun except when we were going back to mainland every1 started to get giddy cause were at e bottom deck. my fren even made a vid on posted in on youtube lols but it got removed as every1 was scoldin vuglarties on it so in order not to spoil our class and school reputation we got it removed. wednesday went to hougang mall to get some stuffs but couldnt get it so went to compass e nxt day still couldnt find it,had nothin to do went to visit my bata workmates,they were shocked to see me. and today, i went to school late! why? cause of an inconsiderate gal who was standin in e middle of e bus and didnt not want to shift in and no1 ask her to move. so i missed e bus and took e nxt bus which was packed but managed to get in and was still late. well many ppl was late and most r first timers lols juz because of e gal who refuse to move in to e rear. but school was ok i had no lessons as some of e teachers didnt come and i missed e first 2 periods due to being late and school ended early if i knew i woudnt want to come instead i was late lols. um tonite is e school musical night wonderin if i should be goin. and tomorrow i got a mock social studies exam. weird huh? wonderin y it is on a sat lols. and ye before i forget gratz to my class on winning e inter-class street socccer, ok tats folks. take care peeps.

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Posted on 13 March 2009,2.40pm.

UPDATE! UPDATE!

2009-03-09T15:12:00.000+08:00

YES! I am back for update,it has been a uber long time since i last update. ppl keep askin me to update tis blog of mine lols. didnt have e time to update been busy with school stuffs. anyways last friday was e annual road run,for sec 5 we did not hav to run but to help e teachers and my class did nothin lols juz shoutin and givin support to e runners,unfortunately for me i was asked to escort an injured boy back to school lols. also yesterday was my lil sis 1st month party. it was ok i guess lots of food and singing. once again e all cuzzies met. um school has been fine i guess juz tat maybe i am feelin abit stress up. tomorrow going to Pulau Semakau for learning journey. wonder wats there to learn ,friday will be e school musical night,next week is e march holidays but i got classes as usual,wednesday got C.I.P doing a sports day event for a blind/deaf organisation(forgottten e name),thurday-friday MALACCA TRIP! see very busy and last week was busy wif course which i attended all e 2 classes and nv got selected in e end for the charater development award FOR THE SCHOOL NOT FOR US. lol we e ones gettin interviewed but it is e school gettin e award, e school coax us tryin to tells us e good things abt e school to e judges lols. so e course was juz a waste of time to me. and yes i got swave board, it is like skate board but wif juz 2 wheels and u hav to twist it in order to move which i am still tryin to learn lols. my dad and i was like tryin to figure out how to play e skate lols. ya tats all for e update. i think it will be long till i update once again. take ppl.

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Posted on 9 March 2009,3.45pm.

STRESS UP!!!

2009-02-18T19:51:00.000+08:00

hellos...

this week hasnt been a really gud week. i am currently under stress and pressure!! this year i think will be my most stressful very in my life. and the week was the start of common test, i think i screwed my mt and chem already. well during the week had bloody tons of homeworks,tests,extra classes. i think i might break down very soon. imagine had 4 tests continously yesterday. i was so stress that i didnt want to do my last test so the teacher noticed and help me abit. i know it for our own good but i think they are over doing it. haiz juz hope to hang in there for these last few months before the big O. anyways i am looking for our graduation trip to malacca 2days1night on 20 march. finally like a break away from studies. so ya i wanna wish a very HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY TO ISYANTO! hehe sorry no gift for you. so ya tats all for the post nothing much. gotta study for my maths paper tomorrow. wish me luck! take care ppl. it will be awhile till i blog again!

*why should i take your hands,when you cant promise me happy endings*

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Posted on 18 Febuary 2009,8.07pm.

NEW BABY SISTER!

2009-02-12T16:46:00.001+08:00

hey people!

been busy recently didnt have the time to update.

anyways yes! my little baby sister Nora is borned on tuesday at 1.20pm! rushed to kkh aft school ended ard 6plus. she is so cute! with those cute little fingers and toes. well school has been busy,tests aft tests,classes aft classes,homeworks stackin up every single day. like never endin. but gotta endure till o's is over,which is like 8-9months more. times flies faster than i realise there goes january and comes febuary soon it will be march. so there isnt much time to waste. well the faster it ends,the better. past few days nothin much happen juz school,back home. so not much to update in here. i am addicted to FOB new ablum/songs and RJA-Guradian Angel and Soulja Boy-Kiss me thru the phone. cant stop listenin to them. k tats all for the update. take cares all!

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Posted on 12 February 2009,5.00pm.

CYN POST!

2009-01-30T13:04:00.000+08:00

storeroom of bata

taken on monday

HELLOS!

been a few days since i update this bloggy of mine. missed me? bet u do! um let me try and racall what happened while i was away.

FRIDAY:was mugging and doing like tons of CNY homeworks.

SATURDAY:worked 10 to 10.

SUNDAY: reunion dinner at grandma house.STEAMBOAT!

MONDAY:went visiting and went for a movie at night with parents at suntec to watch "The Wedding Game". it was hilarious.

TUESDAY: went visiting again.

WEDNESDAY: back to school. and guess what happen?! i was e last period of the day and the bell has just rang and guess what rang as well?! my bloody phone! i forgot to put in on silent but i did remember to off it. so how it on by itself. and who smsed me? SALMAN! WACK AH! lols my teacher did took my phone but gave it back aft the extra class had ended.

THURSDAY: nothing much school and back home.

TODAY: nothing intresting happened. just that DM caught my hair for not being slope.

thought of goin to chingay but too lazy and tired. feeling the pressure of sec5,the big "O's" kinda stress me out. common test 1 starting like on 13 feb,friday the 13. just wished the this yr would past by quickly. but 1 thing i look forward is to see my baby sister which is due on 25th feb. soon.

ye tats all for this post. got some random pics to post,since my bloogy looked abit dead. pics makes it come alive! hahas. take cares. and yeas wishing all HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!

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Posted on 30 January 2009,2.00pm.

THOUGHTS BEFORE ME

2009-01-13T16:12:00.000+08:00

HELLOS!

yesterday e O's lvl result was realesed!

e school did quite well,tats on thursday they r givin a half day.

gratz to all who took their O's and soon it will be mine turn in a few months. i think tis yr will be tougher as many ppl pass. it is like e every alt yr,one yr will be easy and e nxt it will be hard. -_-" i think i will be dead soon. but to be prepared i started studyin alr but MT is my biggest fear(ye,i know u will go like WTF?!). if i fail my O's(touch wood) then it is juz a waste of time to go sec5. so i am makin full use my time.juz to endure tis last yr and give my best. my teachers said i hav to work harder. cause usually they use to add +2 points to ur N's result to see how u will stand in e O's for me

Subject /N's Result /Prediction for O's My /Target for O's

English 2/4/3

Maths 3/5/3

C.sci 4/6/3

C.humans 4/6/3

Malay 4/6/3

TOTAL :17/27/15

still far away,but hey if e last yr top sec5 students can get 8 points y couldnt i get 15points nothin is impossible if i get less 20 i am happy alr. phff. school has been fine nothin special abt school and yes i wanna say a very

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY TO AZHAR!

but dumb he didnt come to school today lols. he has been a gud friend for e past 5 yrs. so tats all for tis post nothin much to post anyways. so take cares all.

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Posted on 13 January 2009,4.40pm.

NEW YEAR UPDATE!

2009-01-07T19:04:00.001+08:00

HELLOS....

been busy lately,so didnt have e chance to update.

how did i celebrate my new yr tis yr,seatin at home watchin tv as i was too tired to go out.my last day of work was on thursday,manager treat me lunch as a token. now he asked me to come back as they r short-handed. but in fact i am lazy to work alr. so any of u wanna work go apply.school reopening last friday! it wasnt tat great,got caught for my hair being too spikey. and e followin moday was caught for my shoes being WHITE! ye WHITE! now it is a must to wear BLACK shoes. like wtf we look like freakin sec1's. i still perfer e old rule e upper sec wearin white shoes. and yes finally i dropped my POA cause i failed it durin my N's so i am left like 5 subjects aft droppin a.maths and poa. gotta pass all 5 to pass my O's hopin for 15points all B3. loved e timetable especially on tuesday i hav like 5 free periods lols. and wats wif e books and school shoes tis yr. my textbks were out of stock even e back school shoe wif my size. i brought a freakin size 8 which was tight fittin,makes my feet look small. class has been ok,6 ppl left. gotta miss them especially Sam and Rafie. e class seems less lively even though there a jokers like me it wasnt as fun as last yr. but wat is done cant be undone. yesterday went to Azhar house to do s.s project but ended up watchin movie TROPIC THUNDER dam funny,lols and aft tat watch russell peters it was freakin hilarious laughed like theres no tomorrow. and today some of us went to R.P aka Republic Poly and i didnt even opt to go there. -_-" i wanted Ngee Ann,Nayang and Singapore poly but no choice. it was big but u wont get lost in it. many exbits and i even won a top prize in a game wif 2 other classmates of mine,and we 3 we like showin off e prize as u couldnt get it in e goodie bag. e prize was a 1GB R.P USB. lols.. well tats all for e update quite lenghty dun ya think? lols o well take cares all. it will be quite sometime till i update again,so PEACE OUT! =]

*I BROKE MY FREAKIN WATCH!*

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Posted on 7 January 2009,7.30pm.

SCHOOL REOPENING!

2008-12-28T12:18:00.000+08:00

HELLOS!

soon it will be 2009!

a new yr hope it will be a better yr ahead.

and school is reopenin on 2nd Jan -_-" like 5 more days,yet i am still workin till end of tis yr. sure gonna miss wakin up late.

friends at work will be missed too. nothin much to update,juz tat work has been tiring and yesterday compass was crowded cause of e little nyoyna roadshow i think ard 5000 ppl came. i can hardly move in e crowd. ppl started to queue at 8.30am lols must be some hardcore fans.anyways i hav a list of things to do before school reopens.

1.( )GET MY PAY!

2.( )bag

3.( )a white watch

4.( )a converse wallet

5.(X)new handphone

6.( )a 8GB memory stick for psp

7.( )bk list for sec 5

8.( )new set of uniform

9.( )watch movie YES MAN wif frenz

10.( )some new tees

um think tats all for now u can buy them for me if u want lols.

well shall end my post here,gotta go work soon. take cares all and wishin u guys a HAPPY NEW YEAR,2009!

KEEPING THE BASS ALIVE!

Posted on 28 December 2008,12.44pm.

TIRED

2008-12-22T10:49:00.000+08:00

hellos!

back for more updates.

last sat went to e class bbq at pasir ris. well it was ok but only some came,others cant be bothered i guess. ate food and even watched movie on a mp4 lols. work has been really busy and chaotic,cause of christmas and reopenin of school,ppl want to buy shoes. it is like workin non-stop goin in and out of e store room,only rested for dinner. i heard there is a converse,nike and some things a warehouse sale at payar lebar. wonder if it is still goin on,time to take a break from workin. unfortunately i am workin today,so can go and survery. i still havent digest tat i am goin to sec 5 and takin e big "O's" soon. and school is reopenin soon and i dun even know when is it open is it on 2nd jan? well tats all for e post. take cares all.

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Posted on 22 December 2008,11am.

RESULTS ARE OUT!

2008-12-18T18:14:00.000+08:00

Today,was the day tat i been waiting in vain for the last 2 months.
well it was e result day!
how did i do? o well quite ok i guess.

ENGLISH-2(better than expected)
MATHS-3(surprised!)
C.SCI(PHY/CHEM)-4(dissappointed)
C.HUMANS-4(ups & down)
MALAY-4(maintaining)
POA-UNGRADED!!!(as i guessed)

best 3 subjects=9points
get promoted to sec 5!

i am happy tat i got promoted. gratz to those who passed and to those who didnt well u did try ur best,so all e best to u in ite. guess it will be much lesser ppl ard nxt yr. my maths teacher were proud of me i got a 3 in maths lols. my friends and family were all messaging me those GL messages. and ye today i also worked e shortest time like 3hrs 10 to 1 so i could take my result. o well tats all for e post. take cares all.

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Posted on 18 December 2008,6.30pm.

BACK!!!

2008-12-16T09:37:00.000+08:00

(old pic,i found while clearin trash in e com,nice rite? lols)

HELLOS!

its been super uber long time since i update bloggy. well this is my first post for december and my 70th post lols.

been busy lately except for e past 3 days been sick. um let me try to recall things tat happen recently. o ya i went down to hougang mall to help the bata for some ntuc fair for the needy. things were selling at a cheap price. and um yes i went to wild wild wet wif my cuz last tuesday,well it was fun, luckly it didnt rain. and ye i also found out tat e n result is comin out on 18 dec! which is like this thursday! and tats when the new sec1 batch get the result of whihc school they will be going to. and not forgetting my lil sis birthday which was 4 days ago. tats all e events i can remember tat happen. and on tis sat is e class bbq. and i dun even know where. lols gotta miss those peeps of mine. wonderin if they r still alive! hahas...

bah i am lazy to go work later!!! wish there was a job tat u get paid to sleep.

ok shall end my post here cant think of anything to write abt. tats all folks! signing off!

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Posted on 16 December 2008,10.05am.

SICKKK!

2008-11-23T12:55:00.000+08:00

HELLOS!

ok the title says it all. i was sick on friday night,vomit and i got diaherra!! keep goin to toilet at 2 am in the mornin. couldnt sleep at all. and on sat mornin ard 10am i finally get to sleep and basically slept the whole day. was suppose to report to work at 3pm but i didnt. my manager thot i was bluffin lols. i thot i had stomach flu but mum says i got food poisoning. i was like really? everyday i also eat e same thing how come got food poisoning. so well anyways i am much better today. but too scared to eat anything in case it cause another food poisoning and my stomach is still kind of sensitive. and dam it i got work later -_-" well at least i stop vomitting,diaherra and my fever has cool down juz tat my head feel likes i am spining lols. ok tats all and yes i found out that e n lvl result is comin out on 20th dec like less than a month.(dunno if tats e actual date) well tats all for tis post gotta get ready for work. take cares all.

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Posted on 23 November 2008,1.09pm

PHOOF!!

2008-11-19T18:47:00.000+08:00

WOOT!

its been super dam long time since i last update.

ok but i for got all the things tat happen tat i wanted to update juz had no time to do so.

well been really busy workin. um...let me recall if anything happen past week. o ya i went out wif my two best buddies Hakim and Asyraf. three of us only meet like once or twice each year. been frenz for 9years and counting. every year we grow and change but still know and keep in touch wif each other. ok enough of tis. we wanted to play bowling(was it at marina square? forget) well we ate luch at ljs and phoof saw renie and her fren. think they were job huntin. o well and renie was wearin e same shirt as i was -_-" k then aft lunch we watch movie wanted to watch e new bond movie cant be bothered to write wat is was. o well but none of us was intrested in it, we all wanted to see MADAGASCAR:ESCAPE 2 AFRICA but i was out yet so we settled by starin at e poster. lols NOT! well we watched high school musical 3, i tell there was only adults watchin it. there was no children or was there 1? e startin i tell it is kindda of dumb and i tell u it is like watchin a bollywood movie but in english wif venessa hudgens in it! =) while watchin half way or was it only e first 10mins e movie stop or got cut off. everyone was like goin WTF! OIII! lols i thot i was over lols but i wasnt. so ye aft tat three of us went our seperate ways me:sengkang,hakim:pasir ris,asyraf:bedok. kindda of near we all r linked by e highway! but e mrt map makes us like we so far away. ok tat was e outing.

um o ya last sunday was my uncle birthday. he treated us to swensens at T3. dam gotta love e sticky chewy chocolate. very time i go to swensen i nv fail to get it! well tats was all aft tat went to pick up my grandmother to go her fren weddin. didnt eat anything at e weddin juz some cakes as i was fully frm eatin at swensens. then i was off to work. and guess wat on sunday e shop was closin and were all sad frm not hittin e target sales but we almost did. and phoof i served 2 customers tat came to e shop at e last min and we hit e sales target! woot for me! lols

well apart frm e above events i cant remember anything else. juz i know i cambe back frm home,shower and sleep lols o well i did e mornin shift in oder to celebrate my father birthday. he gettin OLD! lols xP so here i wish u a VERY HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAD! he may not be e best dad in world but i am juz happy to hav him ard miss those times when i was a kid. u gave me a very

memorable childhood. (shouldnt i be writing tis on e birthday card? lols) o well tats all for this lenghty,wordy post. not long enough? write urself then! wonder when is e result for N is comin out? dam i am anxious! anyone know whens e result?

k tats all for e post do take cares!

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Posted on 19 November 2008,7.30pm.

GEMUK GIRLS!

2008-11-07T09:59:00.000+08:00

HEY PEEPS!

wanna update abit. since i hav nothin to do in e mornin.

yesterday i had work in e mornin. aft work went out wif cuz to watch Gemuk Girls.e show is a mixture of comedy,saddness,politics and many other things. want to know go see for urself lols. then aft e e show went to cathay for starbucks and relex before goin home. so tats was for yesterday.

today nothin happen yet. i juz woke up. i am bored!! everyday it is e same things wake up,shower,eat breakfast,go work,come back home,shower,sleep. next day it is e repeat tats wat basically i do every single day. no life. i need something new and exciting. but i dunno wat is it. if u got nothin to do as well, ask me out,i'll make time for u lols :) ok tats all i got nothin else to blog abt except tat i got work later. =) ok take cares ppl.

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Posted on 7 November 2008,10.17am.

BORED!!!

2008-11-04T15:16:00.000+08:00

HELLOS!

u muz be wonderin how come i so free can update today?

well i am not workin today. well planned to go out wif frenz. but it didnt happen so we planned it nxt week! so now at home i am bored,playin games,surfin e net doin nothin juz stonin. well i am bored somone ask me out! lols ok tats all i am hungry now need FOOD! FOOD! k tats it for tis post. wat want more? there is nothin more to write abt today juz tat e weather is a bite weird keep hearin thunder but haven't rain yet. so tats all for e post if anythin intrestin happpen i will let u guys know! so PEACE OUT,FOLKS!

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Posted on 4 November 2008,3.25pm.

FINALLY UPDATE!

2008-11-03T18:57:00.000+08:00

HELLOS!!

my first post for NOVEMBER!!!

i know u guys miss me. ^_^

anyways reasons on why i didnt update:

1.working

2.went on a holiday.

3.mum birthday.

so ye been busy working lately. either i work in e morning,come back lazy to update or i work in e afternoon came home late in e nite too tired to update.so ye today i decide to update for u guys since i came back home frm e morning shift. work was alright. had some vistors frm family,frenz and ye e gal who won e gold medal in swimin in Para Olympics came,she came to e shop looked so much diff then in tv. so ye my sales had been quite gud. sold some of e expensive shoes in e shop and juz today i sold a $149 leather shoe or was it pigskin. and ppl even praise me for e service i gave them. they said i was helpful,quick and very convicing. lols didnt know i had such a talent in e service line. and e store manager has been quite gud even my new frenz i made frm bata. they treat lunchs,dinners. i am lucky to have such colleagues(did i spell in rite,cause my brain startin to rot.lols).

so last week i took 3days off frm work to go on a short holiday wif family to genting. well to tell u frankly it wasnt tat intrestin. wanna know why? well my lil sis is too short for e thrill rides,and my dad is afraid of those rides tat is either to high or those tat spin(scared later he vomit),and my mum,she pregnant. so all e fun was to myself. kindda boring and yes i took all e rides,to tell u e truth it didnt satisfy my thrillin needs,it wasnt up to my expections. but i love e most was e weather.coolin unlike singapore but i got abit of sunburn on my cheeks. hehe...

and yesterday was my mum birthday,went to hav lunch at Sakura,Downtown. dam nice or was it i juz too hungry,well i didnt know. all i know i ate till my fill. and there were some others who were also celebrating their birthdays(i dunno them). had e lunch went to work. so tats all.

now i shall end e post here. and i dunno why they appear on top of e post.so ya tats all.

and is O's endin tis week? well all e best juz a few more to go. wonderin if i pass my N's lols xP now y did i start worryin now? -_-" if i can get 12 points for my prelims sure i can do better rite cause N's was much easier if i remembered. so tats all for tis post. do take cares.

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Posted on 3 November 2008,7.30pm.

BOO!

2008-10-23T11:02:00.000+08:00

HELLOS!! ^_^

nothin to do today as i will b workin e afternoon shift,so thot i update abit.

so last fri had e open house. it was ok i guess.

work was fine,but they say when u work in retail line u can see e true colours of singaporeans,some juz come in and touch here touch there and mess things up and left e shop -_-" but other than tat is was ok although has some unexpected visitors. ^_^

other than tat everthing was alright i guess. and ye nxt week will be goin for a short holiday. so lots of ppl will miss me hahas... ok tats all i can update for now nothin to write...except for tis 1 thing i shall not write kindda personal hehe.... so ya tats all for now. to those who will be taking their papers tomorrow or some other days all e best. break a leg,if u dunno wats this phrase then theres no hope of u passin ur O's lols haha juz jkin. take care ppl.

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Posted on 23 October 2008,11.37am.

Busy Workin ^_^

2008-10-16T09:58:00.000+08:00

Hellos,it is been over a week since i update.

well been busy workin,ye i started working alr.first day on Tuesday it was abit tough but got used to it. but then a customer had to spoil e day. tis group of ppl is always e stuck up wan act so rich and like to act proud.well not sayin which group is it. and ye saw some of my frenz came to see me well i am still happy lols so e followin day i did e mornin shitf as well 10-5 so by e time i am home i am so tired to update alr. imagine standin ard for 7hrs. my legs feel tired e staffs was all friendly. so today i manage to update cause i am workin in e afternoon shift which is 3-10. so now i juz woke up thought update abit since i hav nothin better to do. and Sat havin open house. so ya tats all for e update nothin. think it will be awhile till i update again. take cares and didnt O'lvls starts today? o well all e best to them.

Posted on 16 October 2008,10.14am

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WORK!

2008-10-08T13:52:00.000+08:00

HELLOS =]

i juz came back from lookin for job cause parents has been askin me to look for one rather than sleep all day in bed -_-" so went to compass to find on, alone cause Rafie and Salman were lazy. and i had this feeling tats keep askin me to go Bata and i dunno why. well i did went to Bata and ask if there is a job vacancy. and Store in-charge say yes. i was like um ok then we had a short interview,he told me abt Bata history. well Bata is not a company it is actually a person surname frm Canada. see u all learnt something today too. hahas... then he comfirm,i was in ask me when i can start. i say next week as i had planned to go out and rest frm e exams tis week. and said tat i amuz be friendly and co-operative, so i told them i alr had those two qualities and he laughed. lols so ya probabaly wont be online much aft tis week. cant wait for a new expericence. i wanted to try Metro,Bossini for those clothes shops but he alr confirmed i am in. so i was at a lost. cause it wasnt nice when e guy alr confirmed wif u alr and u said u dun wan so i hack care then aft tat juz went home. parents was like blabberin away,why i didnt go try other shops. i was like got job gud enough alr wat, need so much money for wat? how much can a part-time job pay anyways? haiyo so here i am nothin to do and was anxious abt e new job even though it wasnt tat great. but hey wat would i do wif my pay. i still dunno maybe i juz wanted to work probably so i wouldnt hav to rot at home,which is borin.so tats all. HERE I COME BATA! ^_^ lols..

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Posted on 8 October 2008,2.12pm.

N's ARE OVER!

2008-10-07T12:54:00.000+08:00

well e title would probably say it all.

yes,finally N's are over! freedom!

hahas...well i dun think i will do well in today POA papers.

tried to do lols but dunno how to. well it is all over now juz pray hard tat i pass my N's.aft e papers ended went to buy FOOD hungry! ate so i am bored so nothin to do thought update abit and change e blog song. ye tats all for now nothin much to say. juz gud luck to those takin their a.maths later. so tata will update soon again.

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Posted on 7 October 2008,1.01pm.