I miss you. :( Hello!
okay it's fast for me to update again but yeah im doing it for my bestfriend.
She angry and upset with me. Im sorry. I know it's my fault, you have every right to be angry and mad at me. I apologise from the bottom of my heart. You were there during my ups and downs. You were there to comfort and console me. I appericate that. When i was down and out you would be the person i would be looking for. You know me and understand me well like no one else does. The one person who knows how to cheer me up and throw my problems away. My birthday is in 17days i want you to be there. Like last year, i expected you to be the first person to wished me when the clock strike 12 but you didn't instead you wished me on the time i was born and made a birthday video for me. When i said those harsh things, you knew it was not me, i've shouldnt vent my anger at you but instead be more understanding. I've changed and now i've regret. It hurts to know you're there but you're ignoring me. It's been four days now, im feeling miserable without you here like a part of me just blacked out. You were that part of me. You'll always be my number 1 girl. I would do anything and everything just to make everything alright again. Just to see that smile on your bubbly face again. I won't repeat the same mistake, you know me, ill always keep my promises. I don't know what else to do but just keep apologsing till you forgive me. I miss texting, hanging out, webcamming and chatting with you till the wee hours of the morning. Those were fun times, i know you still care if not you won't be angry with me. I know, i've learnt my lesson, i'll get rid of this harsh person of me for you and everyone else, cause when i'm pissed everyone will be pissed at me. Im sorry to everyone whom i made you all angry or probably ruined your day. I truely regretted my actions. I sincerely apologise.
Posted on 26 August 2010, 2.10pm.
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