HOPEFULLY SOME DAY.

This is for you and the best song to describe the way im feeling right now.

Hello, today is March already. Just realise time really fly by really fast. Wednesday shall report to school to register and i have no idea how to get there. Shall find my own ways like i always do. Saturday will be my foster brother engagament. This month will also be the last month before i stop working before school starts on 12 April. So ill only have like 1week to enjoy. Need to go shopping for clothes, shoes and i probably get a nice decent school bag as well. I know many have read my previous blog post and wondering who is the girl. Well, it's for me to know and for you to find out. Perhaps when the time is right, i'll let you all know. For now lets just keep it this way cause i going through so many things and those who knew already don't go around spilling the beans. People said that you'll end up with me eventually because i have sincere heart but i doubt cause i know you aren't over him but still i'll hold on to this glimer of hope. From the outside you looked strong on the inside i can see your holding back your tears. I kept wondering why is he worth your tears. Cause no guy is worth your tears and if he is, he won't make you cry. Isn't it unfair you aren't giving me a chance cause he hurt you and you afraid of getting hurt. All i asked is for a chance to prove myself to you and that i meant you well. I know i'll make you much more happier cause i can't bare to see sad at all. If in the end we don't end up together as love can't be forced as least i know you tried. I don't expect anything in return nor will blame you cause you're worth the effort that i'm trying. I'm here trying hard to win your heart over but your heart is stuck with him. You're like a snail whose afraid to come out of its shell. But when you decided to come out, i'll be there to hold you hand and won't let you go back into that shell of yours. The reason i'm waiting is i want him out of your heart before i enter so that you'll love me whole heartedly and hope that you'll realise that i'm sincere and serious about you.

I wonder what am i in your heart.

Posted on 1 March 2010,1pm.