MOVING AHEAD :)

HELLOOO!

life has been great for now. how did i spend my new year eve? well went countdown at rivervale with cousins and family. i never seen the fireworks with such a close up. it was like only in front of out eyes and can be compared with the national day fireworks it was amazing. Then went on for late supper at Mac then the cousins sleepover at my house as usual for pictures head over to my facebook. And the monday was kuku Azreen 18th birthday. Me and Rafie went to celebrate with her. Brought her a swatch watch and some cakes. hope you like it kuku. better dont forget our birthday ah! been occupying myself with work. my aim now to save $5k, hopefully $10k by end of this year! omg this would be my confirm 2nd last post before i officially close this blog for good. Some asked why am i closing it. well what for have a blog and you seldom update besides there arent much of happening to update about. Yesterday was my off day pratically did nothing except watching ghost adventures on youtube and eating junks. wanted to go swimming but then no one to ask out all busy working or schooling. so did went to gym to release anger and stress. damn right it work. when im down, i only need 3 things to cheer me up, my kukus, music and CHOCOLATES! i mean like alot i can indulge in like 2-3 cabuary bars even my parents know my habit when im eating chocolates means im upset. strange habit but ye i love it, its my happy pills. but why am i upset? well, somethings are better left unsaid. Im moving on with my life. I dont want you to hold me down and kept me waiting, i dont want to be a back up/spare tyre. Just hope all the best for you.(you know im talking about you,oink). I havent met you yet but i already left a mark in your heart, just imagine if you met me. Everyone change, it is unavoidable part in life. I dont want my love go to waste. Then last night called Rafie out to accompany me to dinner, always there for me like he is so free. haha thanks ah! Then at night webcaming with Sean was freaking hilarious, looked like retards and we didnt know we could hear each other until like 20mins later. damn tard! was suppose to meet him just now to head to nyp open house but he wanted to go rp with his friends first so ye didnbt go nyp in the end, got to go work later anyways. And OMG! its like 3 more days till result! feeling anxious. everyone told me ill pass with no problem. gah! adding the pressure didnt want to let them down. If i manage to head to nyp, information security with CSIT scholarship! wee! work is boring ever since the school reopen. during the holidays my slaes would hit $2k not its like $500-600, pathetic eh. seriously no one around that me and my cliques could play throw papers at each other in the huge storeroom. lol fun i tell ya! o well tats all for this update. stay tune for my next, final post about my results! take care all! peace out!

"Letting go is not just setting the other person free, but is
also setting yourself free from all bitterness, hatred and anger that you keep
in your heart. Do not let bitterness take away your strength and weaken your
faith, and never allow pain to dishearten you; but rather let yourself grow with wisdom in bearing it."

Posted on 7 January 2010,1.36pm.