OLIVE YOU!

Hey it's been awhile since i last update. Well, i have a lot to update. But this update/post will be dedidcated to a special someone. The stranger who sat infront of me at Burger King on National Day. :) When we got to know each other all we ever did was argue and i didnt think we would work out. But she took time to understand me, sacificed for me. No girl ever did. Not once was she angry with me. Like on my birthday was suppose to spend time with her instead i made her waited for 3hours, when i finally reach she wasn't even angry all she did was smile to me. Some or most girls couldnt even wait for half an hour. The way she hold me, makes me special and important to her the way she hold like the one that says "ill never let you go and always be with you". The way she lays her head on my shoulder and we watched time goes by seems so perfect. She always happy no matter what, so whenever im around her, ill feel her happiness as well. She makes me happy even on the phone she'll know through my voice if im happy or sad. Her hugs are so warm that for a moment it seems that nothing else matter to me. Just to live the moment. She is different from all the other girls i ever met. The crazy, innocent, sweet and patience girl. Her love is so great that im moved. I'm so glad i found you. Now every morning you're the first thing i think about and every night before i go to bed you'll be the last. I miss you every single time my heart beats. When im with you my heart beats faster cause i know at the end of the day, ill have to let you go. So my heart makes me miss you even more when im with you so i can treasure every moment with you. Everyone says you're the nice and kind-hearted just the one for me to hold me in place when everything is breaking down for me. She bothered to pick up the broken bits of my heart and fix them up to fill in with her love and care. No words can describe this happiness i have being with you. Thank you, olive you!

BESTFRIEND I MISS YOU! :(

I miss you. :(

Hello!

okay it's fast for me to update again but yeah im doing it for my bestfriend.

She angry and upset with me. Im sorry. I know it's my fault, you have every right to be angry and mad at me. I apologise from the bottom of my heart. You were there during my ups and downs. You were there to comfort and console me. I appericate that. When i was down and out you would be the person i would be looking for. You know me and understand me well like no one else does. The one person who knows how to cheer me up and throw my problems away. My birthday is in 17days i want you to be there. Like last year, i expected you to be the first person to wished me when the clock strike 12 but you didn't instead you wished me on the time i was born and made a birthday video for me. When i said those harsh things, you knew it was not me, i've shouldnt vent my anger at you but instead be more understanding. I've changed and now i've regret. It hurts to know you're there but you're ignoring me. It's been four days now, im feeling miserable without you here like a part of me just blacked out. You were that part of me. You'll always be my number 1 girl. I would do anything and everything just to make everything alright again. Just to see that smile on your bubbly face again. I won't repeat the same mistake, you know me, ill always keep my promises. I don't know what else to do but just keep apologsing till you forgive me. I miss texting, hanging out, webcamming and chatting with you till the wee hours of the morning. Those were fun times, i know you still care if not you won't be angry with me. I know, i've learnt my lesson, i'll get rid of this harsh person of me for you and everyone else, cause when i'm pissed everyone will be pissed at me. Im sorry to everyone whom i made you all angry or probably ruined your day. I truely regretted my actions. I sincerely apologise.

Posted on 26 August 2010, 2.10pm.